Barbie Transformation

Ironic

Shame Lauren Holly. I figured your middle name out ;) haha. OMG i just had to update because I'm a loner at this little kids house and he's babbling about ps4 shit which I don't even understand. I'm so awkward, it isn't even funny. Mushrooms.

This one is short because the next one is long! Sorry for the wait...again.

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"Are you sure you want to do this?" Beaula asks me for the final time as I prepare my items to go aboard the awaiting plane. I've decided to go to New York. If Hunter really wants me, he'll come after me; I just know he will.

To be completely honest, I'm not very upset. I'm hurt, yes. And I'm angry.

But I'm not upset or hurt enough to cry over this bullshit because I know everything will be okay. I just know it. Hunter will apologise yet again, I will forgive him, yet again... I will go back to him, yet again... It's like a never ending cycle.

But I can handle it- for now anyway. I know Hunter loves me, but he just needs space to cool down and realise his mistakes. I'm willing to give him that until he's ready.

"Yes, I'm sure." I smile and give her a small hug, "I'll see you around sometime, hopefully." I force a smile, not knowing if that 'sometime' will be soon or not.

All I've told Beaula is that we need a little space away from each other... Not the entire truth, but it's good enough.

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When I board in NY, I tiredly track through the airport looking for Felix. We exchanged numbers before I left, so I texted him and requested for him to pick me up.

I'll probably be getting my own dorm room if there's one available, too.

When I notice him, I smile, "Hey Felix." He grins and pulls me into a tight hug, "Hey Emmerson, I didn't think you were coming back."

It's literally been a day since I left NY.

I'm seriously blowing up my mom's bank account...

"I didn't think I was, either. But I didn't really have anywhere else to go..." I state and he gives me a questioning look but I shake my head quickly,begging him not to question it.

He thoughtfully nods, "So I'm guessing you and Jasper are cool again?"

Well, no.

We aren't cool.

The only reason I didn't ask Jasper to pick me up was because I still haven't forgiven him yet- the entire thing with the half brother/sister thing is still churning in my head.

Felix looks at me with a confused face, "Then what are you doing here? I don't get it."

He takes my bag from me and I smile appreciatively. "Hunter and I are taking some time...off each other I guess." I answer firmly and he nods, "Cool"

Okay...?

The car ride is a little awkward but I don't really mind, I just keep quiet and pretend I'm asleep. When we reach Everex College, I get out of the car with Felix and make my way over to the reception with him.

"It's okay, I'll go by myself." I inform Felix and he frowns, "I'll just take your luggage to your room?"

I shake my head tiredly, "No, it's fine, honestly. I'll text you later, okay?"

Felix frowns but gently hands me my luggage to take. After a short goodbye, I walk up to the lady behind reception and smile.

She's overweight and the smile on her face is nonexistent. I'm beginning to think that if my life continues like this forever, I'd probably end up like that poor old, fat lady.