The Girl from the Prophecy(Endelta Series#1) (COMPLETED)

Chapter 29

I was lying on my bed right now.It was a tiring day and somehow a great day.My brother who we know was dead is alive.He was at his grandfather he said he wants to bond with him.

Napabangon ako dahil sa isang agila na nasa balkonahe ko.Napansin ko na may hawak siyang papel kaya naman lumapit ako dito.Matapos kong kuhanin ang dala niya ay lumipad na ito papalayo.Napangiti ako ng mabasa ang laman ng sulat.It was from my brother.

"Thank you for bringing me where I was born.It's such a wonderful place I hope we would visit again and bond with him together.Don't ever blame yourself for everything and what's happening right now.Our parents would not like that.They watched you grew up and they know that you're just a victim of this cruel world.You will always be my sister.You are part of our family and we love you.Always take care of yourself  and I know you're strong enough to face this challenges.I will be always at your back to support you no matter what.I love you and I will always will.So be tough and win this game!

That was written on the paper.I can't help but to be emotional.Why am I such a soft person?Ang bilis kong maiyak kahit sa mga simpleng bagay lang.Kaya mabilis din akong masaktan.Sa lahat ng sakit na pinagdaanan ko alam ko na mas malakas na ako.Nakakaya ko na ngumiti kahit may sakit dito sa puso ko.

I was a crying baby but I know I am strong.I will be strong enough to face all of my fears.But before that I should heal my wounded heart first.

I smiled bitterly.

Nakarinig ako ng katok sa pinto kaya't itinago ko muna ang sulat ni kuya.

"Ina,"Mahihimigan ang gulat sa boses ko dahil hindi ko inaasahan ang pagdalaw niya.

"Bakit tila gulat na gulat ka?"Nawala sa isip ko na mag-uusap kami pero ngayon na ba?

"Pasok po kayo."Pinaupo ko muna siya sa kama bago tumabi sa kaniya.

"I heard Celeste and your brother talking.Why didn't you tell me what happened?I am your mother and I should know everything about you."May halo na pagtatampo ang boses niya.I felt bad and guilty.

"I'm sorry po.Hindi ko po kasi alam kung paano ko sasabihin.Masyado po kasing masakit para sa 'kin."I will just look weak in my mother's eyes.I will just burst in tears again.

Sana makayanan ko magkwento ng hindi nasasaktan.Sana makayanan kong balikan ang nakaraan namin na hindi nagiging luhaan.Pinipilit kong magmukhang malakas at masaya kapag nasa malapit siya kasi ayokong isipin niya na sobrang laki ng epekto niya sa 'kin.

Isinalaysay  ko kay Ina ang lahat ng nangyari at gaya ng inaasahan ko parang paulit-ulit na sinasaksak ang puso ko habang inaalala ang bawat pangyayari ng gabing 'yon.Sa sobrang pagmamahal ko sa kaniya ay hindi ko magawang magalit dahil sa ginawa niya.Gusto kong malaman ang totoong dahilan.Alam ko na siya ang mate ko kahit itinatanggi niya ito.

Why are you denying me?

"You should rest my Princess.He's not worth it for your tears."He is mother.

He's my life and everything.I want him to be happy even though it will just hurt me.I hate the fact that I still want him to be part of my life again.Kasi alam ko na hindi na talaga pwede.Kapag pinagpatuloy ko pa ay aasa lang ako at sa huli ako na naman ang talo.Patuloy kong sinasabi sa sarili ko na ako ang mate niya kahit hindi.Pinaniniwala ko ang sarili ko sa bagay na hindi naman totoo.

Kinabukasan ay nagpasya akong pumunta sa mga lobo dahil gusto kong malaman mula sa kanila ang dahilan kung bakit sila nagsiluhod sa harapan ko.I need to find answers as soon as possible.Every single day that passing the bigger mess is coming.