Adventuress Love | S.M & C.C

Words Of Wisdom

Shawn's POV

"Make love to me" a term that I would never hear from any of my past girlfriends. It was never something so sentimental and deep. But with Camila, I wanted to show her that I loved her - in every single way possible.

I knew that this wasn't either of our first times but it was our first time together. I wanted it special and this was as special as it got.

I didn't want it to be all dirty and rough. We wanted it sweet, gentle, something to remember for the best reasons possible.

Kissing every inch of her body felt like a dream. Her semi-naked body laid beneath me and I've never felt so lucky in my entire life.

"Are you sure, baby?" I wanted her to be 100 percent certain with her decision because at the end of the day, it matters. I didn't care if she left me aroused and wanting more, I didn't care if I had to handle it myself, as long as she was comfortable and happy - that made me happy.

"Yes, I'm sure." She collided our lips again. This time, I was sly with unclasping her bra. She gasped at the contact I made with her stomach with my lips.

I kissed all the way up into her inner thigh, earning a few moans from her in return.

I felt like I was on cloud 9. Nothing could top this. This was euphoric and nerve wracking in the best way possible.

"Shit..." I mumbled, as we both fully undressed for one another. It was a sight to see, really. I wasn't going to let any other man near her after this. She was my person. The one that I love.

"You're beautiful." I murmured against her body as we danced other the sheets. It was a weird term to use but it was significantly true.

"You're hot." She mumbled, leaving a love bite on my abs.

It felt incredible to have her mark me. We were each other's and no one could break that apart - I wasn't going to let that happen. 

"Can I?" She knew what I was diverting my attention to and she nodded, opening up.

Being inside her, it was indescribable. It was a sort of high feeling.

Our moans vibrated and bounced off of the walls of my room and with every movement, came excitement. "Jesus, I love you so much." I moaned as I pulled out, not wanting this to be over so instead - I pulled her into yet another searing kiss.

"I love you." She cooed, pecking my lips.

We both fell asleep with smiles on our faces, our bodies touching with no room in between and knowing that we were loved.

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I watched her sleep the following morning, she looked like a goddess. Her hair was draped over the pillow as her body was pressed into my chest.

I have never seen anyone like her, I haven't talked to anyone like her and that's how I knew that she was going to be special.

Last night was something I'd never forget. It was amazing. She truly was amazing. Sex or no sex, she was amazing.

But having that extra certainty of the exchange of words and the contact of our skin and the emotions we expressed through our actions made things ten times better.

She shifted under me and her eyes fluttered open.

"Good morning, love." I whispered, groggily. Brushing the hair out of her face, leaving my hand on the side of it, rubbing my thumb against her flush cheek.

She hummed, her naked body pressed against mine with the sheets barely above her breasts. "Good morning." I pecked her lips before she spoke, "last night...I don't regret it."

She sat up from the bed, pressing the sheets against her bare skin. I shook my head. I knew that she was going to have some anxiety about it.

I listened to her speak, knowing that it made her feel better to get everything out of her system when she could.

"I just...I haven't done it in awhile and I've never really 'made love'" she air quoted the term "make love". "It was...incredible and I hope I wasn't terrible and I just hope you don't regret it."

"I don't regret it." I said, calmly, running my hands through her curls. She smiled, widely. It seemed like she was relieved but also curious to hear more, "I loved last night. It was the most amazing time of my life. I love you." Those words, it felt so good to get out of my mouth and to say to her but it felt even better to hear her say it back to me.

"I love you too, baby." She manoeuvred her way on top of me, managing to get into yet another one of our lovely make out sessions that I truly adored.

We pulled apart, admiring each other for a bit.

"Can I ask...what made you come back here?" I was curious to get a better and clearer understanding of why she came back. I wasn't complaining, though. I thank god that she came back.

She sighed, processing her thoughts before gathering up her words. "My mama...she made me realize that I can't just hide my feelings anymore, especially my feelings for you." She stroked my cheeks with her thumbs, her bare body still on top of mine.

I nodded, remembering to thank Sinu for her words of wisdom - for getting through to Camila.

"I've realized that my mother never got the love she wanted or deserved or hoped for and I know that the only way that she'll truly feel at ease after what we've been through is if...I'm happy."

I nodded my head. The better understanding of her intentions coming clear and it only made me love her more. She was able to talk to me, one on one and she was able to finally tell me that she loved me.

"Not that I only came here because of my mom, that's not the case. It's just...I was so scared to have what my mom had when it came to a man but she gave me a betted understanding that you're not my father. You're Shawn. The most amazing, gentle, loving man that I love, dearly." Tears formed in my eyes. I was never an emotional person but with Camila, I couldn't help it.

"I love you...thank you." I hugged her, not ever wanting to let go.

"I'm so in love with you, Shawn."

"You have no idea how in love I am with you, Mila."

A/n

Smut scares me so I kind of diverted from it...I WILL GET THERE THOUGH.

Anyways, did you enjoy this?