Adventuress Love | S.M & C.C

Your Name Means Nothing To Me

Camila's POV

"I remember when your name was just another name that rolled without thought off my tongue."

I heard that somewhere, I don't know where but I did. I heard it and I couldn't help but think to myself that it wasn't at all true.

From the moment I met him - in the most bizarre of ways, his name forever was engraved into my mind and suddenly, into my heart.

But I will say, before realizing I was falling in love, I played with his name so carelessly, so easily, and now, it somehow became something so sacred and lovable to my lips.

When I admitted to my mom, him, and to myself that I surely was in love, that's when I promised myself that I was to never throw his name around so lightheartedly or repeat it without the deepest of thoughts.

When I say that I love him, it is not something I throw around. Much like how I assured myself that I'd never throw his name around so dully.

"It's a blessed thing to love and feel loved in return."

I never understood that before. Most definitely because I never thought I'd be one to love someone other than my family but he is family. He is home.

There were some odd times. Times before him that when I did believe in some sort of love where I'd say that I'll know I love someone when home is no longer a place, but a person, he was that person.

It was truly something to believe in now. With home at a dinner table with me, doing what he just did in a public place.

"Are you serious?" I was stunned but I felt the excitement bubbling in the pit of my stomach.

"Yes...I'm serious, Camila." Maybe I was being dramatic but the tears, there was no point in fighting them. "Shawn...I can't believe this."

"Do you not...you can say no."

"What? No! I mean, yes...of course I want to go to Buenos Aires with you." I reassured him, interlocking our lips for a second, remembering we were in public.

The extremes he went to in order to initiate the romantic setting for the both of us and his surprise was unthinkable.

This man was absolutely crazy but only in the best ways possible.

"Thank God...I have many things planned for you there, my love."

Once more, our lips met into a searing kiss.

I longed for the trip that was to come, especially because Buenos Aires was romantic and although everywhere with Shawn was romantic, it was also a new milestone for us.

This was particularly different than happening to be at the same place at the same time and conveniently going back to be met in a court but instead, we were going because we wanted to. This was planned and this was something we were doing simply for just the two of us.

This wasn't a beautiful mishap or a saddening experience, this was love and love is beautiful.

A/n

OKAY LET ME EXPLAIN:

Proposal is in the works...some hints for when it's to come is in this chapter (let me know if you've found it;) )

Quotes are from: Jamie Weise and E.A Bucchianeri:)

This was interesting to write and hopefully you caught onto some hints!

Let me know what you thought and I'm so sorry this took so long to update :(