2312 | brightwin (completed)

Happiness Is Being With You

2312 CHAPTER 004

This is already my 16th attempt on writting this. P'Bright, why can't I just find the right words to tell you these?

I'm so scared, I'm really really scared. The day that we went to the hospital for my annual check up, the doctors had founded something inside my body.

I didn't want to tell you, so I'm so sorry...

We have known each other for more than 7 years already and you know everything about me, yet I cannot tell you this one only thing.

P, I have a cancer. The doctors already told me about this, and I only 1 year to live my life. Does that mean next summer, we won't be together anymore?

I still don't want to die!

P!!!!

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I think I'm now changing, P. I have started to become a person I can't even recognize anymore. Is the person I see at my reflection is still me?

The doctors said it's rare for my age to have cancer. I always go to the hospital twice a week to just study my condition. They said their research on me will really help other patients that will be having the same condition as mine in the future. And in that case, I'm actually glad that I can help somebody.

But still... that does not change the fact that I'm dying so soon.

There are so many things that I really want to tell you and yet somehow, time seems so little. It's so funny because in the past, I thought that I had all the time in the world to do the things that I wanna do. And that's why I'm writting this. I want all the things that I never told you ever, all the things that I imagined, thought and wanted to say.... and I will write everything in here.

P, don't be sad, ok? After you read this, don't you ever come and find me either. It will be very embarassing, ok?

I will probably look differently from how you used to know me. And when I'm already gone, I don't want you to remember me like that.

Take care of yourself always, P. Also, be always good to your girlfriend, Weeraya, that old woman really loves you, like really.

(Yeah in case that you are wondering, I knew since day number one that you are dating her.)

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By the way, remember that love letter that Weeraya gave to you a few years ago and you think you all lost it? I actually have hidden it all inside of my pillow kekeke.

Forgive me, P. :P

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No, wait a sec! I just remembered something LOL. Do you remember in Junior High? That Luke guy? How much you hated him for just trying to be my friend? To the point that you two started hitting and punching each other? Oh come on, how childish where you Bright back then LMAO. I still wonder how people find you attractive. Please don't get into fights ever again P, ok?

Be always good to your surroundings!

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