2312 | brightwin (completed)

Never Waste Food

2312 CHAPTER 019

Win is just a simple young boy. It's very easy to figure out his own thoughts and feelings; he's not an expert of hide it. The only person who doesn't understand him most of the times is his one and only best friend, Bright, or maybe he does understand the boy but denies it in his mind.

Bright always knew that Win was gay, that the boy had 'private sessions' with Luke, that after entering college, the younger boy would offer his body to anyone. The black-haired never once questioned the brunet's stupid actions. He perceived as a reaction towards Win's parents who disowned him and kicked him out of their house. A protest the young boy did to feel satisfied, that's what Bright thought.

But that was not the truth.

Win only wanted to satisfy his urges towards Bright. He wanted to get off his mind the black-haired boy's image, and how every touch was making him feel so hot. He thought that if he would find a very good partner, he would then eventually forget about the older. He already slept here and there, he offered some blowjobs to some strangers, sometimes he would even let others fuck him at a bar's toilet or even in an alleyway. He stopped though, after his cancer diagnosis. He had to stop playing around already and for once in his life is to finally grow up, to become mature.

Was he a slut? A big slut?

That question doesn't really have a correct answer. Many still think that the boy is still a virgin, while others call him the biggest slut on Earth. Some don't even bother about him. Win, just like Weeraya, had friends with benefits, and many of them. He wasn't into serious relationships, he didn't want commitments. That was something he would only keep just for his love of his life, Bright, because his P can only make him happy.

But all that now don't matter. The boy quit screwing around since a long time ago.

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1

4th, September

"Metawin! Why does your luggage really smells so bad?" The black-haired shouted as he was standing outside the appartment, kneeling down on Win's luggage that was left there from last night.

"Oh shit. There are some foods in there, P! I totally forgot!"

The older heaved a sigh. "Well, it already reeks! I'm throwing it all away, okay?!"

"Don't you dare, P. There might be something inside that we can still save!"

"Well, come here, Win! I ain't going to touching this."

Win glared at Bright, dragging the luggage inside their apartment as he then kneeled down, unzipping the big bag. It was smelling really bad, like corpses or just rotten smells, not sure which onr is worse. The boy put his one hand in front of his nose, covering it and shoved the other inside the bag, pulling out everything he could reach, throwing them on the floor.

"Oh look, mom made us crepes au chocolat!"  the brunet uttered in enthusiasm as he held a medium sized tupperware with what it appeared to be a crepe, if not rhino's shit.

"I love how you use the past tense, because it looks like plastic."

"Well, fuck you." Win showed his middle finger and proceeded on finding something inside the bag once again. "Oh, wait! I got something good... It's Pizza, P!!! And it's stilltotally fine, my baby is still in a perfect shape and it still smells amazing." the boy kept repeating as he was sniffing the food.

"Do I know you?"

"What? Don't like pizza?" the boy grinned as he offered a piece to his P, but Bright shook his head.

"I think I'll pass for that one."

"Hey, I got an idea. Why don't we invite everyone for dinner tonight? You know... Weeraya, Love, and Tay. So that we can even play playstation! Please, P?!'

Bright frowned upon hearing the last name. He crossed his arms.

"Who the hell is Tay?"

Win finallt snaps as he widden his eyes and lowered his head. Did he blew off his cover already? He chuckled in embarrassment.

"Oh... h-him? He is the doctor that examined me back in August. We became very good friends. S-so, how about it?" the brunet then moved closer to Bright, making some puppy eyes as he was uttering the word 'please' over and over again, doing some cute gestures. What was on his mind anyway?

"Ah... I guess yeah... I-if you insist." the black-haired responded, scratching his head in confusion. Why was Wim so eager to invite everyone for dinner today? What is the occassion today?

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After they cleaned up the mess in the luggage- in which almost every food was thrown away but the pizza and a few bottles of coke- the younger urged Bright to cook together. The boy was really happy today. It's been so long since he last did something together with his P'Bright, actually it's been like never since he organized a dinner sort of for his friends.

The family visit must really have changed him, making him feel a whole different person, changing his point of view on other things. Win who was the lonely, closed to himself type of a guy, slowly started accepting everyone around him, the people who really cared for him, the people who he just thought until now only wanted to harm him.

He didn't want to die anymore, he just wanted to live longer. He didn't want to lose all these amazing people he met around him through these years, he would not regret not a single day 'till his end. He wanted to feel alive once again, to feel and know everything in this world before he was gone. He started slowly, but he learned how to appreciate good things in life. Things like the rain, the wind blowing, smelling the wet green grass, fall in love, and make friends... such feelings.

Too bad his happiness would last only for 3 months.

How many times has he thought of stopping the time just to be with the ones he trully cares for?

Win had decided to tell them everything, to tell his friends that he was terminally ill. He already wanted to do this a long time ago, but only now he has finally found the courage, and he would admit it at tonight's dinner.

He is now brave than ever.