𝐑𝐄𝐆𝐔𝐋𝐀𝐑 | mayse.s | ɪɪ

CROWN - ONLINE PARTY

Since cancelling her tour, Mayse couldn't feel guilty for bringing her fans' hopes in meeting her to fail when she announced the cancelling of the tour due to the current pandemic going on as of now. So, for the past few weeks, she had planned an online concert for her fans worldwide to watch and celebrate with her as her three year anniversary as a soloist that she did not celebrate. Leading up to today, the girl's team had been releasing news and teasers for the concert, making it free for viewers to watch instead of partnering with BEYOND LIVE to do her concert. Mayse sat backstage at the venue of her online concert, seated in a makeup chair, legs criss-cross as her makeup artist applied her eyeshadow. "Mi you seem to be very comfortable," her makeup artist laughed, standing beside her, slightly adjusting the way her head to where she could easily apply the eyeshadow in her hand. Mayse nods with a soft smile, agreeing that she was in fact comfortable.

"Miyoungie, say hi to the behind the scenes camera," her dancer, Chaemi smiled behind the camera. Mayse smiled, glancing up to the said camera and waving with her free hand as she held her phone in the other. "What song are you most excited to perform?"

"Hmm Breathe? or maybe We Have Fun," she giggled. Her makeup artist finishes, allowing the young adult to stand with her dancer who films her. "What are excited to perform unnie?" she asked, glancing down at her phone for a moment before glancing back up at the female in front of her.

"Me? I think I'm most excited for Snapping," she chuckled. "Always a fun song to dance to," she said as Mayse giggled. Taking the camera from Chaemi, the singer leaves to ask the same question to her other dancers. The majority of them said the fun upbeat songs such as I'm Your Girl, Drop, Trouble, Gotta Go, We Have Fun etc. Mayse did understand why, a lot of her songs were either ballads or EDM songs.

"Baby Miyoungie~" Sihyun, her manager sings, stepping into the room with her phone in her hands as Mayse and her dancers cheered at the older female's appearance. Laughing, she informs the singer and her dancers of the time till the beginning of the concert. "Let's leave to the stage now, the VRC is playing right now," she said, everyone nods and follows her out to the stage. In her in-ear, she hears the countdown before the concert began, Mayse smiles as she noticed the many fans watching the concert, their faces displayed in the background as she performed various songs. After the first section of her songs, another VRC plays, allowing Mayse to change and get dressed in a different outfit for her song, Breathe. This song means a lot to Mayse and she decided to make it a memorable stage for all the loved ones she had lost over the years. Her parents, Jonghyun, Sulli, Goo Hara and more angels. Dressed in a white two-piece and a pair of white platform sandals. Stepping on stage, the girl sighs as she held onto the mic stand, preparing herself for the emotional stage she was about to perform. When the song began, Mayse could feel the tears beginning to fall down her cheeks as she sang such a precious song. The faces of the lost loved one are displayed in the back as she sang with closed eyes, tears slowly fall down her cheeks.

- time skip presented by a crying mayse -

"Hmm," Mayse hummed, standing in the middle of the stage, eyes glancing around at her fan's faces being displayed. "Seeing you all like this is very much a sight to see," she began before taking a deep breath in. Before the girl could utter a word, music began ringing throughout the venue and her dancers plus manager and stylists; makeup, hair and Lola, came out with a cake held by Sihyun. The larger group singing congratulations to the 00 liner who was shocked.

"Congratulations~ Congratulations~ Congratulations on three years of being a soloist!" the group cheered as Mayse laughed, quickly blowing out the candles, smiling as her team smeared the icing onto her face. The group stood in the centre of the stage, Mayse holding the cake before handing it to the closest person to her, sighing into her hand microphone as she tucked her; at the time, brunette hair behind her ear.

"Wow. Three years since I debuted as a soloist," she began with a gentle smile. "Honestly, it didn't feel like I was alone. I had my dancers, my fans and members behind me. Supporting and encouraging me to always do my best," she glanced at her dancers who smiled at her. "A lot has happened. I think my life became more hectic as I grew into a young adult. I lost precious people. Started college. Found love and happiness." the female glanced around the room, her eyes scanning her fans. "I didn't think I would make it this far in life. I thought I would give up and return home to LA. Go back into school and be a normal girl but I think seeing where I am today and who helped me get here makes me think about everything those days I felt so low."

"I'm only in my early twenties and yet I feel like I have lived my life to the fullest. And it is all thanks to the people who have stood by me. Encouraged me. Supported and loved me. Even during my darkest times. Thank you. Thank you for staying," Mayse could feel the tears beginning to fall down her cheeks as Sihyun comforted her. "This feels like I'm giving a speech like I won a major award or something," she laughed. "I want to thank my SM family. For being my second family and welcoming me with such open arms, even at a young age. I love all of you and I thank you for being such caring souls. My biggest thank you goes to uncle Sooman, for being my father during my stay in Korea."

She blinked away her tears, glancing up with a soft smile. "I miss them every day. My mum. My dad. Jonghyun oppa. Sulli unnie," she glanced back down with tears in her eyes. By now, her fans were just as emotional as she was. "They were such big influences in my life. Taught me to love myself and to never let go of my true self. I still have everything they had once given me. My name. My morals. A mind of creativity. The strength to keep going and so much more. I miss you all so much and I hope you all are happier watching me and your fans and family from above." she cries lightly.

"So, this one is for my fans. My team. My family. Jonghyun oppa. Sulli unnie. Thank you," she smiled, the lights dimmed lowly as the music for her song; I Love You.