Chapter 31- Confession

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Raven's POV

"Seriously, what was that?" galit na wika ni Gray pagkarating namin dito sa kwarto

Napaupo nalang ako habang pinagdidikit-dikit ang mga hintuturo ko. Hayss, napaka pakialamera mo kasi Raven eh. Ayan tuloy ang napala mo.

Dapat kasi, nagmukmok na lang ako dito. Ang tigas kasi ng ulo ko. Hayss

"S-sorry."

(๏_๏)

Agad akong napatingin kay Gray dahil sa sinabi nya. Diba dapat ako ang humingi ng tawad sa kanya?

Umupo sya sa tabi ko at hinawakan ang mga kamay ko "Sorry for letting you see the worst of me."










Gray's POV

I hated that Raven has to see this side of me. A merciless mobster.

All I want for her is to stay with me. It's ridiculous right? But what else can I do? For Pete's sake, I'm a ruthless Mafia boss. How am I suppose to convince myself that she'll accept me for who I am, and make her act normally as if I did not turned her life upside down.

But I need to tell her how I feel before it's too late

I looked straight into her eyes while still holding her hands "Everyday seems like a blessing since I have met you."

"H-ha?"

A small smile formed in my lips "Every moment we've spend together has been awesome."

If only you knew how much those little moments with you matter to me.

"I lived in a world filled with violence and darkness. I was dismayed and broken inside. And when everything was but a mess, you came. And since then, you've been enlightening my days. I feel like everything in my life has led me to you. My mistakes, my actions, my choices. Everything."

"Gray..."

I pressed my lips on her forehead "And when we're together, my past seems worth it. Because if I had done one thing differently, I might never have met you."

I had finally known the kind of love that was worth risking everything for.

I won't let you go.









Raven's POV

Ilang segundo din akong natulala dahil sa mga narinig ko. Totoo ba to?

"Anong ibig mong sabihin, Gray?"

Napatayo sya bigla habang kumakamot sa ulo "I never believed in LOVE. But now that you’re here, I’m beginning to understand what its all about."

Ano nga ulit yung sinabi nya?

Tiningnan nya ako ng diretso sa mata dahilan para tumibok ng mabilis ang puso ko "It didn’t take a long time for me to know that..."

Hindi ko maipaliwanag ang kabang nararamdaman ko habang naghihintay sa sasabihin nya

"I think I like you."

Di ko mapigilang mapaubo dahil sa pagkabigla. Teka, si Gray ba talaga yung nagsalita?

'Di ko alam anong ire-react.

"I knew it. It's ridiculous. We just met, and I'm not even the type of guy that you would ever like. We're not even compatible. I'm a mobster who kills people and you're a normal girl who wants a simple life. I think I have t-to go. I guess I need to give you some time to-"

"No Gray."

Tumayo ako at hinawakan ang kamay nya "It doesn't matter what you are doing, what matters is who you are. Hindi mo naman kailangang maging isang normal na tao para lang magustuhan kita. Oo, pumapatay ka pero alam kong may dahilan yun."

Maraming beses na nya akong niligtas noon. Kung tutuusin pwede naman nya akong pabayaan na lang dahil in the first place, di naman kami magkadugo. Pero hanggang ngayon, nandito pa rin sya sa tabi ko. Oo, choice ko kung bakit ako nandito ngayon. Pero choice ko rin naman na wag sumama sa kanya nung una pa lang.

"Sorry for making your life miserable."

Umiling naman ako "It was my choice, Gray. At wala akong pinagsisisihan sa mga naging desisyon ko. Isa pa, you don't need to change yourself just for me to accept you. Tanggap kita and I meant it."

Di ko na mapigilang yakapin sya

Hinaplos nya ang nakalugay kong buhok sabay baon ng ulo nya sa balikat ko "You don't know how much you make my heart beats faster with the words you just said."

Di ko nga rin alam kung saan ko ba nahugot yang mga pinagsasabi ko.

All I know is that he's not just an ordinary friend of mine. He's even more special than that.

"P-pero Gray, di ko kase alam kung-"

Dahan-dahan syang humiwalay sa pagkakayakap sa akin at hinawakan ang magkabila kong pisngi "It's okay Raven. You don't need to force yourself to like me."

Feeling ko, uminit yata ng todo ang pisngi ko. Di ako alam kung anong gagawin ko. Basta ang alam ko, masaya ako pag kasama ko sya and being in his arms is the safest place in the world.

He's a Mafia boss and I'm just an ordinary girl striving to become an engineer in the future.

I never thought na makakatagpo ako ng katulad nya. If this is a dream, I don't know if I still want to wake up.

Nagugustuhan ko na nga ba sya?



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