Kpop Little Space Oneshots || ✔

Burden || Got7

If any of you lovelies feel like a burden, just know you are loved, and you are valid!

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    Youngjae hadn't slipped in weeks, almost a month, and his boyfriend, Jaebum, was worried sick. Youngjae, on the other hand, was having a battle with himself. He wanted to slip, but his mind kept telling him how much of a burden he was being.

A burden.

    That's what he kept thinking about. Why is he such a burden? He would think to himself, day after day, this thought consuming all others.

    And so, here we are. Youngjae was laid on the couch, a random show playing on the tv. He'd given himself a headache suppressing his headspace. As he laid in pain, the overwhelming feeling to slip in the back of his mind, the front door opened. "Youngjae! I'm home!" Jaebum called from the front. Tears slipped down Youngjae's rosy cheeks as Jaebum's voice resonated within his head.

    The little winced at the call. "Not so loud!" Youngjae called quietly. Jaebum made his way into the living room, confused by the sight. "Why're you laying down? You hate naps, in and out of little space!" he said, laughing. Youngjae shushed him, holding his head. "What's wrong?" Jaebum asked. He walked over to his lover, making sure to minimalize the noise he was making. "Headache..." Youngjae whispered, peeking out at Jaebum.

    Jaebum is no idiot. He knows that Yongjae really only gets headaches when suppressing his headspace. The boy is loud all the time, it's hard to get headaches living that life. "Jae, you know that's bad for you..." he said, the younger freezing. He'd been caught red handed. "I was just being too loud is all..." Jaebum stroked Youngjae's head as he spoke. "Lying isn't going to get you anywhere with me. What's up? Why aren't you slipping?"

    As more tears made their way down his face, Youngjae let out a sob. "I'm sorry!" he wailed. "I'm so, so sorry! I feel so bad you have to take care of me! I not worth it! I a burden!" he cried out, breaking Jaebum's heart. Youngjae rambled on, Jaebum letting him get everything off his chest.

He spilled his whole little heart out.

    Jaebum had tears in his eyes by the time his lover finished. "Oh, baby... You'll never be a burden to me! I love you too much to ever think like that!" he told the crying little in his arms. "Promise?" The little asked, sniffling. "Promise."
"To moon and back?"
"Through all the galaxies and then some."
"Pinky swear?"
"I pinky swear."