Letters to Chanyeol

Letter 03

Dear Chanyeol,

We knew that what we have was a whirlwind romance. Everything happened so fast and in just 3 days, I kissed you.

We were in a bookstore. I was looking for another novel to read while you were walking with me. You kept on teasing me by moving your face close to mine so I didn't hesitate and kissed you. It was a light peck on your lips but it felt like it sealed everything between us. 

I could still remember the feeling. My whole body was excited and shy at the same time. My cheeks start to burn and I couldn't look at you while you chuckle at what I did. I could remember that naughty smile on your face as I pulled away from the kiss. I used to like that smile because whenever you did it, I knew you would shower me with kisses. 

You held my hand and the next thing I knew, we were kissing on the cab on my way home. The thing about us was we didn't care what anybody thought. We held hands, we hugged, and we kissed every time we felt like it. We were invincible.

The next morning, you told me you love me. Back then, I didn't had any doubts. I was confident that someone could easily fall in-love with me within 3 days. I was so sure that what we had was real. I suddenly believed in instant attractions and love at first sights. My heart suddenly opened to all the love stories and fantasies I had when I was a kid. 

Everything became a routine. We would meet at the bus stop, eat breakfast, go to school, eat lunch together, walk home, and video call at night. We were inseparable. It was like, there was no Chanyeol without Baekhyun and vice versa. We were a team. 

We laughed and laughed about random things. We discussed about topics we loved. In just 2 weeks, we both knew we wanted to take this to another level. I never thought I'd be in a relationship in just a small amount of time. I honestly never thought I'd fall in-love again. But you were there to made me risk again. You were there to catch me whenever I fall. You were this prince charming who was willing to save me from my fears.

I never knew I'd fall in-love again but you proved me that I can. You proved to me that I can give all my love to another person and receive that love back. You proved to me that I deserve the love I keep on giving everybody else. 

And I wish we stayed that way. I wish you stayed with me until the end.