Letters to Chanyeol

Present Time

I raised my eyebrow. The empty apartment space didn't even give me a hint as to why we were here. I have no idea what he wanted to happen. The silence was making everything worse. He walked closer to me.

"In order for us to start again, you need to let go of this anger. You hated me for 3 whole years. It's time to let it go. I want you to stop looking at me with those angry eyes."

I laughed as I took a step back, "What are you saying? I am not mad at you." I am not. I feel perfectly fine. Who said I was angry?

"You are, Baek." He looked at me with those concerned eyes.

I frowned and crossed my arms, "So what makes you think you have a chance with me?" I promised myself I would never go back to him. No matter how much he tries to win me over. It would be no use.

He smiled, a confident smile that he only uses when was sure of something. "You slept with me. You don't sleep with people you don't like. It's your rule."

I looked away. I was defeated by that rebattle. I should've just controlled myself back there. He would use that moment until he gets me. I started to walk away when he pulled me closer to him.

Our distance was so close that I could feel his breath. His grip was a bit rough but it didn't hurt. As I looked into his eyes, I could smell his perfume that I don't like. Before he doesn't use perfumes, I don't know what has gotten into him.

"Come on. There must be something I did back then that you wanted to ask or comment. I did a lot of terrible things, Baek. Let it out."

I frowned even more. Yes, there are so many questions I wanted to ask but I don't want to get back to that hell again. I was so close to becoming free from him. I don't want to risk it. I don't want to be in pain.

"I cut you off. I broke your heart. I left you. I broke all of my promises" His grip continued to tighten. He was looking for my trigger.

I could feel my body tremble. He knew me too well. Am I still angry at him? Am I still indenial?

"I dated someone immediately"

I glared at him. "Fuck you, Chanyeol."