"Coffee in one hand, earphones in one ear
Walking with you with our fingers together
You are the someone who hold me when I'm down"
She's good in writing lyrics with full of emotions and full of love. And everything was all about me. I am not stupid enough for not knowing that the words written as lyrics are the things she wants to tell me.
"I wanna be your morning baby
Everthing will be alright
I also want to be your night
Like what you want, I'll hug you tight"
She loves me but I can't tell her that how much I love her too. Natatakot ako. Sounds gay, but yeah takot ako. Takot ako na baka hindi ako sapat para sa kaniya. Takot ako baka sinasabi niya lang na mahal niya ako dahil sikat akong tao at iniidolo niya ako.
But fuck, no doubts anymore. Whatever happens, happens.
"Tokwa naman Russel kanina pa ako nagsasalita rito tapos naka-earphones ka pala diyan?" bulalas ni Hui ng tanggalin niya ang isang earphone sa tenga ko.
Masama ko siyang tignan at binawi sa kamay niya ang earphones at ibinalik sa tenga ko. Nagpatuloy kami sa paglalakad sa loob ng mall kasama ang mga members ko at ng mga body guards.
May mga tao rin na humihinto kapag nakikita kami para kumaway sa'min at kunan kami ng litrato. I know they want to take a picture with us but they can't since we are surrounded by our guards.
We will have a mall show one hour after now and we asked our manager if we can roam around to eat or buy something. Lashi insisted to enter a jewerly shop so we did. I'm sure that this kid wants to buy another piercing or necklace.
"Everthing here looks beautiful." Lester commented.
Pinaghintay namin sa labas ang ilang guards habang nasa loob kami. I removed my earphones and walked around to check around if I'll buy something. Then I saw a silver necklace with a G-clef pendant. It's very beautiful.
She value music so much as her life and I think this one will look good on her.
"Can you please box that two?" I said to the saleslady who's staring at me for the whole moment.
"Y-Yes sir sure." she replied.
Ilang araw na kaming hindi nagkikita dahil sa mga mall shows namin sa iba't ibang mga lugar. I made sure to myself that once I came back, I'll spend my whole day with her and I don't care if she'll get bored of my fuck face.
"Mukhang inspired ah?" Lashi elbowed me, showing his annoying smirk.
"Tapos ikaw mukhang expired."
After buying everything we want, we proceed to the dressing area where our staffs are waiting for us. They started to fix our clothes, hair and face. From here, we can clearly hear our fans waiting for us to climb up on stage.
Pagkatapos kong ayusan ay tumayo na ako at dumiretso sa food area namin para magsalin ng tubig sa baso. Nagtatawanan ang mga kasama ko tungkol sa nangyari kanina sa hotel na tinutuluyan namin ngayon.
"Fuck!" I hissed as I accidentally drop the glass.
As I was about to pick the broken pieces so it won't hurt anyone here when I felt something inside me. Unknown shiver travels my system that made my heart pump nervously. Wala sa sarili akong napahawak sa dibdib ko at napatulala habang dinadamdam ang kaba na dumadaloy sa'kin.
And then a familiar face pop's inside my mind.
It's her.
BINABASA MO ANG
Melodies Of Pain
RomanceThe melody of the song tells how lonely it is. The lyrics of the song are words that wanted to hear. Hiding something is not forever. Hiding your feelings to someone is something that you will regret for not telling to soon. It's about love. Love th...
