I'm married to a mafia Boss

Ch: 12

Chapter 12

(A/n: wala na yung mga chap pics nabura sa isang phone ko! ToT)

Heaven Raven Pov

Kinaumagahan ay hindi ko na nakita pa si ate ravesh ang sabi ni daddy ay tulog pa to as if i know talagang sinunod nya ko mabuti na lang at pinanganak syang ganun.

Umalis su daddy at kami na lang ni mommy at ate ravesh ang naiwan sa bahay nag pasya akong kausapin si mommy about sa pag papakasal ko.

"Payag na ko sa kasal na sinasabi mo mom, in one condition." Sabi ko sa kanya pag katapos namin na kumain nasa sala kami ngayon.

"Ano nanaman bang drama mong bata ka?! I already told you wala ka ng takas sa kasal kaya pumayag ka man o hindi ay ikakasal ka kay loki! Condition?! Don't make me laugh Raven hindi ikaw ang masusunod." Sabi ni mommy saka ako iniwan.

Tumayo ako atsaka nag salita, "You won't wanna hear it?! Fine! Mag pakasal ka mag isa mo! I'm so sick of living! Kaya mag papakamatay na lang ako!" I shout humarap si mommy saken with a very shock, angry and disappointed on her face.

"Hindi mo gagawin yan." She finally said.

"Who says i won't? I Don't have my dreams i don't have any hope anymore so para saan pa ang mabuhay?! Ha!? You took my happiness, the people i love, my dreams. You took all of it! Ngayon sabihin mo saken! Para saan pa para mabuhay ako? Para saktan nyo ng saktan?! Para kontrolin mo ng kontrolin?! Ng paasahin nyo ng paasahin!? Fuck you all for that! I am a fucking human! Not a fucking stupid toy!" I shout and i can feel that my tears is starting to fall again.

Fuck it! I'm crying again!

My mom and i shocked when i saw of a man he's standing at our door those dark ash gray hair is kinda familiar to me.

"Come on." He's voice embraced my ears.

"What?"

"Come i will save you from this mess." He said and he pull me until we are out of our home my mom called me but the person who's pulling me didn't listen to her.

"I will let you un wind for a moment" he said and he start to drive his car i wipe away my tears and just look outside of the window.

Madami akong nakitang taong nag tatawanan at nag ku kuwentuhan, they are happy makikita mo yun sa mga mata at muka nila they don't need to hide it.

"Being happy is a treassure thing in your life." Biglang sabi ni loki.

Yup! Sya lang naman ang humila saken kanina and i was still can't believe na hinila nya ko at nalaman nya kung saan ako nakatira but scratch that malamang nalaman nya yun nung pina background slash investigating me.

"How you can say that? I can see that you are happy" i said without looking at him.

He chukled a little and he spoke. "I am? Well if you think i am i think you just misunderstood my actions and my face. People can hide their feelings everyone is a great pretender you know." He said well he has a point.

Anyone can hide their own pain even their emotions all they have to do is smile like everything is okey.

"Bakit pretender ka din ba?" I suddenly asked.

A long silence eat us, but i broke it. "No need to answer it it's just a silly question." I said and i focus again on the people who's walking alone of by group or couple.

"No it's not a silly question, i just wanna answer you with a proper answer para kasing napaka seryoso mo sa topic na to ang layo sa bubbly na ikaw." He said.

"And my answer to your question of yours it's a NO for me kung sasarilihin mo ang sakit na nararamdaman mo ay wala ka namang mapapala jan, hindi ka naman makaka tanggap ng award o ng kahit na anong gantimpala dahil lang sa pag tatago mo ng sakit o galit, lahat ng tao ay may layang mag share ng hinanakit nila sabi nga nila mas magaan ang pakiramdam kapag may isang tao o mga taong handang makinig sa mga hinanaing mo. Mag pretend kang masaya may makukuha ka ba pagkatapos? Wala naman diba? So what's the catch of being a prenting? Oo sabihin na natin na lalakas ka na magiging independent ka kasi nakakaya mong itago ang sakit at galit mo pero ano pang silbi ng tao sa paligid mo kung kaya mo naman na palang mag isa? Hindi mo ba naisip na kaya sila anjan ay dahil binigay sila ng nasa itaas para alagaan ka at makinig sayo." Mahabang linya nya.

Literal akong napa NGANGA sa sinabi nya, pero may tama nanaman sya.

"Okey i'm totally speechless saan mo ba kinuha yun?" Tanong ko this time naka tingin na ko sa kanya pero sya busy pa din sya sa daan kung saan man kami papunta.

"Kay Kuya Cremo he always told me everything about life and how important it is lalo na ang feelings."  He answered.

"Maiba ako? Saan ba tayo pupunta at kanina pa tayo andito sa kalsada." Tanong ko nine pa lang ng umaga at wala pa kong dalang gadget kaya hindi ko mate text si daddy baka hanapin ako nun.

"In a place where you can relax don't worry tumawag na ko kay tito at ipinag paalam na kita plano ko na to bago ko pa makita yung pangyayari kanina." He said

He is totally a straight forward person.

"Good thing at naisip mo yun naiwan ko kasi ang cellphone ko sa bahay at baka mag patawag ng swat o nag pulis ang daddy ko kapag nawala ako." Sabi ko sa kanya.

"Of course he will kahit ako gagawin ko yun kapag nawala ka o may kumuha sayong iba."

Napatameme nanaman ako dahil sa sinabi nya kakaiba talaga tong si loki kahit kailan.

"Bakit? I'm not a special or VVIP person in the world you know im just nothing but me."

"Oo para sayo ikaw lang yan pero samin especially for me you are special." He said.

I feel a soft hand touch my heart maybe loki isn't that bad person at all maybe he's just a weird person with a weird personality.

"Andito na tayo." He announce

Napatingin ako sa labas and at nagulat akong napatingin sa labas at sa kanya. "Nasa pilipinas padin ba tayo?" Tanong ko sa kanya habang ninanamnam ko ang malamig na simoy ng hangin.

"Yes we are, nasa batangas tayo i have a house in here." He said.

"Totoo?" Hindi makapaniwalang tanong ko sa kanya.

"Yeah, we just need a ride before we go there." He said and he point something and i saw a yatch is he serious?!

"Are you serious? That thing? Sasakyan natin?" Tanong ko.

Shet ang yaman nya pala talaga.

"Yup! Let's go?" He asked and he held his hand to me.

I smile and i accept his hand.