𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐎𝐅 𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐓𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐒 || 𝐕𝐊 ✔

Twelve : Past

I know you can't even think about hurting me.

Just remember that i'll be there for you, no matter what.

I love you

I love you

I love you

"Baby?"

"Jungkook? " Lisa called him again, this time shaking his shoulders.

"Yeah...yeah...did you say something?" Jungkook blinked, getting back from his thoughts.

Lisa sighed out dramatically, showing she's fed up from his occasional spacing out.

"You spaced out again jungkook! Are you alright?" Lisa asked worriedly.

Jungkook shifted, lisa slowly getting off his lap. His eyes were a bit unclear, head pounding in ache. He doesn't know why he's remembering his husband, he fucking want to get rid of it.

"Yeah... I'm just tired" Jungkook let out a tired sigh.

Right now, as promised, jungkook is with lisa at her apartment, spending their quality time by watching a movie together which was lisa's plan.

"Then lets go to bed, we can watch this movie later." Lisa suggested softly, making jungkook to nod his head faintly.

She giggled and dragged jungkook to her room. He was unusually tensing up as he knows where this ends up, and right now he wasn't ready for having sex. Not when his husband's thoughts weren't getting out of his buzzing mind.

They both plopped onto the bed and lisa was quick to cuddle closer to the handsome man laying beside her, loving his warmth.

She pulled him closer and leaned in for a french kiss. Lisa took the dominance as jungkook was not really responding. Don't ask him why? He just don't know.

They pulled away and lisa looked into jungkook's dark brown eyes which held no emotions. Her hands roaming on his muscled biceps while jungkook griped her by her waist.

"Jungkook, let's not have sex tonight." She whispered sensually while her fingers circle on his chest.

Jungkook was relieved hearing her delicate voice and also shocked because lisa doesn't usually say that.

"Well, that's a first. You are the one who always jump into sex." He pointed out.

She giggled, cheeks heating up as she lightly hits on his chest.

"Yeah.. I know but tonight i want to talk to you." She says nervously.

Jungkook's face frowns, "About what?"

"Mm.... I-I was thinking that... uh...how can we have feeling when we don't even know each other well." Lisa stammered, cursing herself for it mentally.

"I don't understand lisa" Jungkook glanced at her confusedly, sitting up.

Lisa held his hands, "Jungkook... Are you sure about our relationship? I mean what if you're just confused or just simply attracted to me"

Lisa was really nervous to talk about this. What if the things she's assuming turns out right? These thoughts were killing her.

She doesn't want to lose jungkook, somewhere she feels jungkook would be the one she ends up falling in love with but in the greed of her desire, she doesn't want to let only her feelings work on this relationship. Like baekhyun said, she needs to clarify things properly.

If someone had asked this a week ago to jungkook then he would definitely say that he's not at all confused and truly loves lisa but now he just can't utter those because of a immense trust he got to witness.