The sound of foot tapping was constant.
Heavy breaths can also be heard, interrupted by incoherent mumbles.
Beads of sweats started forming again, making him to huff and grab the tissue paper to mop it away from his forehead.
The little foundation he did on his face was long gone, wiped away from his extreme tension. His hands were fumbling with the thin necktie which was indeed aggravating his stress.
"Imma mess it up... I can feel it" Jungkook's voice came out bleak, talking to his own reflection.
He bites his lip, feeling strange and uncomfortably conscious whenever his eyes focuses on his appearance.
He was standing in front of the mirror, wearing a classic navy suit pairing with a formal white shirt, enhanced by a matching waistcoat underneath the suit. A broad blue tie along with it which he wasn't able to fix it in his formal look yet because he doesn't know how to wear a tie.
He wasn't experienced with wearing such formal outfits. He now regretted to not practice wearing suits, at least an additional stress would've been lessened from his shoulders.
"This stupid thing is not at all helping" He throws away the tie in exasperation, undoing the first two buttons of his shirt as he feels suffocated. In short he was ruining his one hour hardwork of dressing up proper.
Just to mention—he was looking breathtakingly hot.
But it wasn't for his eyes, the formal suit was not comfortable for him. He just wanted to slip into his comfy clothes.
He wouldn't have been overstressing for such a small thing if it wasn't for the day of the board meeting—today he'll be taking the ceo position of the jeon corporation, if only he succeeds in persuading the board directors.
He needs to make them believe that he still holds the skill and talent for taking back his responsibilities, he needs to prove that his mental condition doesn't prove him unqualified.
The media was quick to spread rumours and doubts about his ability soon when he was officially revealed to the business world a week before.
And now he can't help but stress out when yoongi informed him to prepare well for the questions that might arise from the board directors.
He fears social interactions.
Dealing with his depression was easier when he was with taehyung and jungmin, he was getting better with a small disadvantage—he was turning out to be a complete introvert.
He feels better when he's around with his loved ones and not with the society or strangers. It literally panics him.
Above all the criticism and judgements that forces him to speak in defense which he scares, he doesn't know how he'll take back his position at such a uncomfortable condition.
But one thing that he's sure to make them realise is—someone's mental illness doesn't prove him unworthy to be trusted or considered as a risk they're taking on.
The society in general has stereotyped views about the people dealing with mental health problems as a risk and violence to be handled with while the physical health issues are seen absolutely normal, then why not the same with the people suffering with mental illness!?
It's just something so similar and normal as a person suffering from wounds, fever, diabetes and many more which is portrayed casual by the society.
Its been two weeks and jungkook is much more better than earlier. Not to mention the unexpected kisses which taehyung would reward him whenever he was found cute by the younger.

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Fiksi Penggemar𝗪here Taehyung and Jungkook are happily married but everything crumbles down when jungkook finds a new way of his life... More like a new life without Taehyung. "You'll regret this jungkook once you see him in tears" His hyung warned him curtly. "...