millie's pov
i get waken up by the sun shining into my room as i groan, stuffing my face into the pillow.
i hear finn whine besides me as i nudge him slightly, telling him to shut up.
"don't push me" he mumbles as i push him again
"mills!" he shouts
"shout any louder and i'll push you off the bed" i mumble
"that won't be good" he replies
"yeah so shut up" i shot back
i hear a knock on my room door as i groan, sitting up a bit.
"wake up, it's 3 in the afternoon!" i hear my mum say as we both groan
i sit up, yawning as i lean against the headboard.
"baby wake up" i push finn slightly
"mills stop" he mumbles
"baby come on" i climb on top of his back as he turns around to hug me
"can't we just stay like this?" he mumbles
"i wish but no" i sigh
"last night was fun" he mumbles against my shoulder
"i know, i was there" i chuckle tiredly
"we should do it again" he says as i roll my eyes
"maybe" i tease, "now get up"
"bossy" he mumbles as i pull him up
"you go shower first" i tell him as he nods, walking to the bathroom
i grab my blade from inside my drawer of the nightstand and i slide it across my wrist.
i sigh a relief as i look at the blood rushing out making me smile a bit.
"i couldn't hold it any longer, i'm sorry" i whisper
"hey uh mills" i hear finn walk back into the room as i quickly pull the covers up to cover my arm
"yeah?" i ask
"there's no more shampoo" he says
"oh uh, there's extra in the cabinet." i give a small smile as he nods, walking back into the bathroom
i grab my meds, chugging 8 of each down my throat as i lean back on the bed.
after about 10 minutes i see finn walk back out with a towel around the lower part of his body.
i stand up, walking to the bathroom as i get into the shower weakly.
i slowly take a shower and walked back out to get changed.
"mills, why is there blood on the bed?" finn asks
