millie's pov
ever since the fight i had with my mum, i've been ignoring her. no i wasn't mad at her, i just didn't want to get reminded off how sensitive i was.
yeah i was being sensitive. i let people get to me too easily.
it has been exactly a week, tuesday actually and i still haven't spoken a word to her. i'm now doing my work in my room which was some progress because i spent all my time in the diner for the past week.
every time i walk past my mum in the house i could see her frown slightly, hoping i would talk to her but i just look the other way.
i haven't talked to mark either because now he knows i'm suicidal and depressed, i don't like it. i feel like he looks at me differently and it's just weird.
i finished my work and i put it on my desk before walking downstairs to grab something to eat.
i walk in to see my mum and mark talking and i walk over to the cabinets grabbing a bag of chips along with a coke from a fridge before walking upstairs and up to the roof.
if i was home for lunch or dinner, i'd eat up here. the view was nice and everything was just more calm and relaxing. i didn't need to care about anyone else, it was just me and my thoughts.
i finish my food, walking back downstairs to my room. i grab a canvas and some paint and started painting something random.
i somehow ended up painting a bloody knife and i hung it on my wall next to my other painting.
i put the paint back, washing the brushes before walking downstairs to find pascal.
i see her playing by herself in the living room and i kneeled down next to her. i pull the toy she was biting on out of her mouth and threw it across the living room as she quickly runs to get it.
she runs back with the small toy and i pick her up, pulling the toy out of her mouth.
"wanna go on a walk with me?" i whisper, kissing her head
i walked upstairs, putting on a pair of sneakers before grabbing pascals leash and walking outside with her.
i walk to the cliff and i pick pascal up as i walk down the stairs leading to the waterfall. i sit down cris crossed as pascal lays next to me.
i see her try to reach frontwards to lick the water every now and then, making me giggle and pull her back just in case she falls.
i pull her back, bringing her into my arms as she licks my neck. i give her a kiss on her head and i boop her nose as her paws hold my finger making me smile.
"you're a cute baby" i whisper
i stand up, pulling pascals leash a bit to tell her to walk and we both walk back home.
i walk in, unleashing pascal and filling her bowl as she quickly eats. i walk upstairs and into my room and gets startled to see finn sitting on my bed.
"finn you can't just sit on my bed waiting for me, i thought you were a serial killer!" i scold him, placing pascals leash on the desk
