millie's pov
i flutter my eyes open to see everyone in my room looking at me
"oh god, you guys scared me" i groan
"oh i scared? i scared you? do you want to know how much you scared me when i got a call from the hospital, telling me my daughter almost died?" my mum cries as i look down, ashamed
soon a tear rolls down my cheek and then two, then three and now I'm sobbing.
"i didn't mean to" i sob as finn pulls me in for a hug
"i love you so much. everything's gonna be okay" he whispers
"why?" my voice cracks, "why do you love me?"
"because you're the best thing that ever happened to me! the best!" he smiles as i nod, trying to believe what he said
"you're all mushy" i poke his cheek as he chuckles lightly
i look to my right to see bag of blood linked to my arm.
"what's that for?" i asked
"i actually don't know, can someone get a doctor or something" finn asks
"I'll get someone" noah says as he walks out the door
"finn, move your indie ass i need to speak to my best friend" sadie says dragging finn out of the chair
"millie bobby brown, i swear to god if you ever scare me like that ever again, i will spank you" sadie says, pointing her finger at me
"oh yeah?" i tease
"i will spank you right now if i have to"
"okay mummy sadie" i mock as she laughs
soon noah walks in with a nurse and i lay my head back on the pillow, prepared for whatever she has to say
"so millie" she starts
"oh god" i mutter under my breath
"millie, we are not going to pull out your breathing tube because it'll help you breathe better and the blood transfusion, we should be able to pull that out now" she walks over and pulls the needle out and i don't flinch from the pain at all. everyone looks at me weirdly but i just shrug
"your group therapy is in around 30 minutes" she says as i furrow my eyebrows
"what?"
"group therapy, everyone you know is going. your mom, your sister, your-"
"woah woah, hold on. you tell me all of sudden i have fucking group therapy that's fine but my sister is not going"
"millie, i think she should go. it could help" my mum cuts in
"no! I'm not letting her go and hear me say i pulled a hannah baker and tried to kill myself! this is-"
"YOU TRIED TO KILL YOURSELF!?" i hear ava yell from the doorway before she runs out
"SHE DOESN'T KNOW?" i shout at my mum
