pma | jenkai

P23。

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While we're washing our uniform here, I'm suddenly looking at Kai, but I'm annoyed because Jennie's with him. I'm jealous right now. If I can only kill and throw that Jennie on hell.

And I wonder, why he and Jisung are always talking to her? I feel that they're getting closer. And I really hate it.

I heard their conversation earlier at comfort room. They congratulated that bitch for being the best here at PMA even it's only her first day of training here.

Mukhang tuwang-tuwa naman yung babae na yun. AS IF magaling talaga siya. Duh. I'm better than her. Mas magaling pa ako sa kanya.

Kai congratulated her too. He said that bitch is so good. I'm really annoyed if I remember what he said to Jennie. She's not good. Because I am. I swear.

I'm jealous because what he said to that bitch. Hindi niya nga ako sinabihan ng ganyan nung first day of training ko dito sa PMA. Mas magaling naman ako sa babae na yun.

Pacold pa si Jennie mag-pasalamat kay Kai. Pakipot pa siya. Deep inside, namamatay na yun sa kilig dahil kinakausap siya ng gusto ko. Tsk. I know. Jennie likes Kai.

But I know, Kai not likes her. Because I'm the only one who he'll like. Period.

And what? She's a famous model? Kahit hindi naman ako model, mas maganda at sexy naman ako sa kanya. She's model, but she's not beautiful and sexy like me.

Nung lumabas ako kanina kasi tapos na akong magbihis. I looked at her. I'm so pissed off when I saw her face. Even when I'm just remembering her. She's so curious if why I'm looking to her like I'm going to end her.

Mas maganda na hindi niya alam. Alam ko namang hindi niya alam. Slow naman yung bitch na yun.

Gustong-gusto ko siyang sampalin kanina pero pinipigilan ko ang sarili ko dahil ayaw kong gumawa ng gulo. Dahil lagi nalang siya nakikita ang lahat, siya nalang magaling, siya nalang lagi tinitignan ni Kai. Fuck this. I hate her so much.

Problema ko na nga kung paano ako magustuhan ni Kai, dumagdag pa ang babae na yan sa dahilan na lagi nasa kanya ang attention ni Kai. Kai should only give his attention to me! I'm so jealous.

Nang dahil sa inis ko, padabog kong binitawan ang PMA uniform na nilalabhan ko ngayon. Tsaka ako napatingin kay Kai, he's really serious right now. I think.. he misses me so he's quiet.

I looked at Jennie. Sinamaan ko siya ng tingin. I want to end her life right now. I want to hurt her until she die.

You don't know me, Cadet Jennie Kim.

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KAI

Kahit gustong-gusto kong titigan si Jennie ngayon, pinipigilan ko nalang ang sarili ko. Kahit naman gawin ko yun, hindi niya naman ako maalala. Takte yan.

Wala akong karapatan pero inaamin ako, naiinis ako kay Taeyong.

Lalong-lalo na kaninang tanghali. Jennie smiled to her. It's really her angelic smile. It's her real smile. And I'm so damn annoyed because he can give a real smile to Taeyong.

Pero sa akin? Wala. Putangina. She just look to me with her annoyed expression. Ibang-iba sa tingin niya kay Taeyong.

Taeyong congratulated her. Jennie was so very happy and her smile is so wide. Ang saya niya talaga kapag kaharap niya si Taeyong. I don't mean to listen at her and Somi's conversation. But I heared Jennie have crush on Taeyong. Halata naman sa mga ngiti niya.

And I hate the reality that she don't remember me. I also hate the fact that she's so happy to Taeyong even they just met.

Bakit ganon siya kay Taeyong? Anong nakita niya sa lalaki na yun at grabe siya makangiti at crush niya na? Wala lang, nakakainis.

Nakakainis kasi siya pinapansin at ningingitian ni Jennie. They're close friends for now. Edi sana all Taeyong. Sana all. Putangina hanggang sana all nalang ako.

When the hell will Jennie smile to me and give her fucking attention to me? Kapag ako na ba si Taeyong?

If you're thinking I'm jealous, well no.
Hindi ako nagseselos.

Ang sa akin lang, hindi niya ako maalala. Pero buti pa si Taeyong, kahit di niya pa talaga kilala, crush niya na agad. Bakit ba kasi bwisit na bwisit yun sa akin?

Pero masarap yata ang feeling kapag ako si Taeyong.

I'm staring to her again, she's washing here PMA uniform. What should I do to her to remmeber me? Fuck this.

I just only want her to remember me. That's it. I'm satisfied that all people forget me, but not only her.

I was with famous model on bar, and that's her, Jennie. We danced, we talked, we laughed all time, we have fun and play, we kissed, we touched each other anywhere, we're almost fucking on bar but her Dad interrupted us. And I can't really forget that night. I'm just fucking thinking about her.

Hindi madali sa akin na kinalimutan niya nalang agad. Ako yung taong sobrang baliw na kakaalala sa kanya lagi, pero siya yung tao na hindi ako maalala. Putangina yan. May sakit yata siyang amnesia.

But what if she already remember me, what's her reaction? I'm so curious if what's her reaction if she already remmeber me.

Kapag ba kilala niya na talaga ako, maiinis pa ba siya sa akin?

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TAEYONG

I've never been in love. But when I met Jennie Kim, I already know what is love because I'm so inlove to her.

Sa kalayuan, I'm just staring to her while she's doing something on her PMA uniform with her friends, Jisung, Kai and Somi.

I just smiled when I'm staring to her again. I feel so happy when I just see her. I'm the type of person who's cold. But when it comes to Jennie, I feel so soft because of her.

I know this is insane. I fall for her in easier way. This is crazy. Hindi ko pa siya nakakasama ng matagal dito sa PMA. But I know, my feelings for her is so weird. I'm already smiling crazy seeing her only, smiling and talking to me.

And I just realized that I already like her. Alam kong weird kasi sobrang dali kong nahulog sa kanya. But this is really what I feel for her. I like her so much.

When I know that she's our new cadet mate, I can't resist my self to stare at her. She's so beautiful. In first, I know her because she's famous model. But when I know that she'll work with us, I don't know, I felt so happy.

Sa kanya lang ako ganito, sa kanya lang ako ngumingiti at talagang kinakausap pa. I'm silent here at PMA. I'm introvert and cold here on others. But not only to her.

I can't forget her smile when she's crying because of her parents going home. I'm proud of myself. Kasi kahit papaano, ningitian niya ako. But I wish, I comforted her hopefully.

Tsaka yung panyo, binigay ko na talaga yun sa kanya. Kahit papaano, maalala niya ako.

I love her because she's not only beautiful. I love her because she's also strong and kind even she's so rich and famous model.

Nakangiti lang naman ako habang nakatingin sa kanya ngayon. Masaya na ako makausap at makita lang siya. This crazy. My feelings is crazy. But I like this. I want to feel this more to only her.

I know, it's very impossible that she already loves me.

We just met.

But I hope someday, she'll love me too, and we have same feelings for each other.

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