Living with the sway boys

the party

Emmas POV

I woke up and jaden wasn't beside me so I got up and had a shower, I changed into one of his hoodies and some shorts before walking walked downstairs
Ja) Morning love
Oh gosh that name made me blush
Griff) are you coming to the party tonight?
Em) what party?
Ja) oh there's a party at hype today
Em) Oou sure then I can talk to addi and vani
Ja) yeah it'll be fun
He lifted my chin and kissed me passionately making me blush again
Griff) Ew get a room
Em) oh shut up
I walked back upstairs and made some tik toks

(One two and six)
I posted them and a few minutes later jaden walked in
Ja) good job on your tik toks
Em) Thank you bubs
We just swam and stuff all day until like 7 and we're going over at 8
Ja) we should get ready for the party soon
Em) Mmk I'm gonna do my makeup
Ja) don't take 5 million years
Em) I won't, I won't
I finished my makeup around like 7:30 so I put on a dress and heels
Ja) damn you look so fucking stunning right now
Em) thank you, you as well pretty boy
I smiled and he blushed
Ja) ready to go?
Em) yeah let's go
When we got to the party I immediately ran over to avani, addison and kouvr (her best friends)
And soon enough we got drunk, I was tried but I couldn't find jaden so I walked around trying to find addi when a tall man approached me
?) Hey babygirl your looking fine tonight
He said and grabbed my ass, he tried to kiss me but I pushed him away
Em) I'm taken get away from me
Another guy came over and he grabbed my hands and they took me to a bedroom
Em) what the fuck are you doing to me let me go
They pulled my dress off leaving me in my bra and panties
Em) GET OFF ME!
The one guy who was really tall slammed his dick in me and it really hurt
Em) OWW WHAT THE FUCK GET OFF ME
There were tears streaming down my face from the pain this guy was causing
Ja) WHAT THE FUCK
He yelled
He ran out and the guy got off me
?) Looks like you don't have a boyfriend anymore
He laughed and I grabbed my dress and put it on while running out, tears were still streaming down my face
Em) jaden wait
Ja) YOUR SUCH A FUCKING SLUT
Em) WHAT no I'm not, I need to tell you what happened
Ja) no need to explain i saw everything perfectly. Oh and we're over
He walked out and I just broke down crying
Addi) awe girly what happened
Em) I-i got r-raped
Addi) what are you talking about?
Em) these random guys took me to a room and they abused me
Addi) are you sure your okay? maybe you should just go home your really drunk
Em) addi please
Addi) it's okay you'll be okay your just drunk
Soon enough Griffin was carrying me to the car and I blacked out because I was bleeding from that guy
Griff) jesus christ what happened to her
Addi) I don't know she said she got raped but I didn't see
I don't remember what happened after that other then waking up in the hospital
Em) what happened
I said holding my head
Doc) well your friends said something about a party and...
I immediately remembered what the guy did to me and broke down in tears

For the rest of the day all I could do was replay that image in my head
*a few weeks later*
Griffin, noah, and anthony were coming to pick me up today from the hospital so I changed into some sweats and a t-shirt, soon enough they were here
Nurse) hey hun your brother is here
Em) *sighs* okay I'm coming
I grabbed my bags and walked to the car
Griff) hey em are you happy to come home
Em) mhm...
I just looked out the window the whole time, when we got there I just walked to my room and laid on my bed for an hour
Griff) hey em I brought you some water and Chick-fil-A
Em) thanks
He sat on my bed and put his hand on my shoulder
Griff) em what's wrong why are you so sad?
Em) I can't get the image out of my head
Griff) of what
Em) when I got dragged to the room, him on top of me, the pain, jaden running
When I said the last part I started crying
Griff) Em it's okay, he'll come back eventually
Em) no he won't he called me a slut and I haven't heard from him for a month
Griff) he isn't doing well em he's depressed he misses you he just doesnt know it
Em) yeah right, just get out I'm gonna shower
Griff) okay
I walked to my bathroom and undressed, I got into the shower and just stood there while the warm water dripped off my body and when I got out I grabbed my razor blade and started cutting my arm, when blake walked In
Bla) EMMA! No put it down
He grabbed the razor blade and pulled me into a hug
Em) I'm so sorry I can't do this I don't deserve to live I disappoint everyone
I was crying into his chest
Bla) no you don't just please stop this things will get better I promise
Em) you think so?
Bla) I promise
We talked a little more before he walked out, I washed off my arm and I put a hoodie on so griff couldn't see my cuts along with some shorts
* The next day*
I decided I was gonna go to the mall with addison and avani because I haven't been able to go anywhere for a month and I needed a few things
*call from vani*
Em) hey vani
Av) hey em are you almost ready
Em) yeah I'm ready
Av) okay I'll be there in 10
Em) oki byeee
I hung up
Griff) where are you going
Em) the mall with avani and addison
Griff) okay have fun
Em) I will
10 minutes later I saw her car pull in and I ran out
Em) AVANI
Av) EMMA
I gave her a tight hug because I havent seen her in forever
Em) where's addison
Av) oh she's meeting us at the mall
Em) oh okay
Av) let's go
When we got to the mall I saw addison and ran over to her
Em) ADDI!
Addi) EM!
Em) I've missed you so much
Addi) I missed you too
Av) let's get some lunch I'm hungry
Em) okay
Addi) so have you heard anything from jaden yet
Em) no he won't answer my texts
Av) guys..
She said with her eyes wide open
Em) yeah what
Addi) everything okay?
I turned around and saw jaden
Em) fuck it I'm going over
Addi) Emma no
Em) he needs to know the truth
I walked over to him and he just kept walking
Em) jaden
Ja) go away Emma
Em) I just wanna tell you the truth
Ja) I ALREADY KNOW THE TRUTH THAT YOU FUCKING CHEATED
Em) I DID NOT FUCKING CHEAT I GOT RAPED I WOULD NEVER CHEAT ON YOU BECAUSE I FUCKONG LOVE YOU AND I TRIED TO PUSH HIM AWAY BUT THEN ANOTHER GUY PULLED ME INTO A ROOM AND HE TOOK OFF MY DRESS AND STARTED SLAMMING HIMSELF INTO ME IT HURT LIKE HELL AND AFTER THAT I ENDED UP IN THE FUCKING HOSPITAL BECAUSE I WAS BLEEDING SO MUCH
I started crying, addison and avan ran over
Av) hey em it's okay
Addi) jaden please listen to her she started cutting herself because of it
Ja) Emma I'm so sorry I didn't know that's what actually happened and I'm so sorry I didn't listen to you, I mean I still love you so much but you probably don't wanna be with me
Em) Jaden I only love you and I wanna start over but I don't know it that's a good idea
Ja) please I'm so so so sorry
Em) I don't know..
Ja) please
He said with tears in his eyes
Em)...

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I'm sorry I haven't been updating for awhile I struggled with this chapter a little but and I've been really bust with school but I promise I will try and update when I can