Destined by Stars

Epilogue

If letting him go and setting myself free from these feelings where I'm trap in is the best for us, then I would gladly do it.

They said we make our own destiny but for me it's destiny that makes us. We were destined to lose some people and go over life's obstacles that will mold us into a better a person. We were meant to go hardships for God is making us a better version of ourselves.

While sitting on the cold ground, waiting for him, I asked myself questions.

Why are you waiting for him?

Why am I waiting for if in the first place I could easily replace him with the guys courting me?

Is he worth to wait?

Then I realized that the reason why I didn't entertain any of my suitors is for Rigel is irreplaceable.

You can't force your heart to forget someone you're longing for. Your mind may forget but the heart would always remember him.

I waited but he didn't showed up.

I even extended my stay at the hill for another hour but he didn't came.

Siguro nga tama sila.

Kapag ayaw na ng tao, huwag mo nang ipilit pa ang iyong sarili dahil sa huli ay ikaw lang din ang luluha.

If there's one thing that I learned from waiting for him, it is that love should not be given by force.

A forced love would just trap you in a miserable relationship but genuine love will give you all the happiness in life.

I was not born to force someone to love me. I was born to be love genuinely and wholeheartedly.

"Zeus, let's go!" Tawag ko sa aso kong tila ayaw umalis sa kaniyang pwesto.

The first step in finding a partner is to love yourself first and know your worth. Once you had seen your worth, God will give you someone who would make you feel how worth it you are.

Unahin ang sarili bago ang iba dahil paano ka mamamahalin ng ibang tao kung ikaw mismo ay hindi mahal ang sarili mo?

"Baby, kailangan na nating umalis. Gabi na kailangan mo nang matulog." He just groaned as an answer and turned his head away from me. Attitude na siya, oh.

"Zeus diba good boy ka? Uwi na tayo." Sinubukan kong hawakan siya pero tinalikuran niya lang ako.

"Pati ba naman ikaw Zeus ay hindi na ako love?" Pagtatampo ko pero walang pakialam ang aso.

Huwag ko kayang pakainin ang asong ito ng ilang araw.

"Zeus, face me." I said and made my authoritative.

Labag sa loob niya akong hinarao at hinawakan ko ang matambok niyang mukha.

"We have to go now, baby." Sabi ko sa malumanay na boses ngunit walang reaksyon ang aso.

"Uwi na tayo baby." Nakangiti ko nang sabi pero wala pa rin kaya umupo na lang ako sa tabi niya at kinausap siya.

"Umaasa ka pa bang pupunta siya?" He barked.

"Huwag ka nang umasa. Lagpas na sa oras ng usapan, may palugit pa iyan pero wala pa rin." Ngunit hindi nagpatinag ang aso kaya nanahimik na lang ako at nag-isip ng epektibong ideya upang maisama pauwi si Zeus.

Pagkain.

Right pagkain!

"Zeus bili tayo pagkain-" Hindi ko natapos ang sasabihin ko dahil tumahol siya at tumakbo sa direksyon malapit sa sasakyan ko.