Cherry Blossoms

C35

Cherry hated being a lone wolf .

She hated the loneliness that came along with it.

There was no Sam and the pack . There was no dinners at the pack house . No thoughts in her mind that wasn't her own . No patrolling with anyone .

She knew why things had changed . Everything had been going so great until Bella had to go ruin things again .

She didn't hate her sister . But ever since she became a lone wolf ,she blamed her .

She blamed her for the feud between the now two Quileute packs . She blamed her for Jacob hurting Bonnie . She blamed her for every single thing that had gone wrong.

Yes she'd had all intention to help keep her safe from harm . She'd thought that Bella needed her and was going to go back to the Cullens' house when she thought of Charlie that knew  nothing about Bella's return and the reason she was home .

Charlie was worried sick about Bella being 'sick' .  Which was bullshit because Bella didn't really worry about him . She'd have left anyway after she'd been turned and the Cullens would have told a lie about Bella having died because of the imaginary illness she'd somehow caught on her honeymoon.

Cherry felt angry . Angry because the Cullens had no sympathy  for human emotions.  Even if Jasper is an Empath.

Yeah , she'd said she'd support Bella no matter what , but the hurt and worry in her father's eyes  stopped  her .

She was at war with herself for wanting to do what she'd vowed to do ,instead of doing what she knew was right .

That's what made her angry the most . She felt like she is betraying Bella after giving her the promise of supporting her and yet she also felt like she is betraying her father by keeping secrets .

She'd tried calling Sam to speak with him and clear things up and she'd tried to call Jacob as well .

None of them answered ,their phones going straight to voicemail .

Why did Isabella have to break bonds between friends ?. Yeah , Cherry knew that she herself had made herself a lone wolf ,but it wouldn't have happened if Bella hadn't had come back with the Vampire's spawn growing in her belly .

It's been three days since Cherry had learnt about the pregnancy . Three days since she'd been near Sam . Three days since Jacob had left the Uley pack .

In that three days Cherry'd kept herself busy with taking care of her Dad and she'd been thinking over things .

She wanted to go to the Cullens' house and also the pack house ,but she didn't know if she'd be let through because one pack guarded La Push and the other Bella . So where did it leave Cherry considering she's a lone wolf?.

As she bend down to take out the laundry out of the dryer ,she smiled sadly because she just couldn't not go see her sister . She'd made a promise afterall didn't she?.
And Cherryldene Swan always keeps promises .

" I'll go there after I've made lunch for Dad ", she told herself as she placed the dried laundry in a basket to sort later .

She just hoped that she would be forgiven for her three day absence.

With her resolve made she hurried with making lunch for her dear old Dad and then left for the Cullen household in her wolf form .
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Jacob Black was furious at his best friend .

Furious that she'd been such a hypocrite by going on about her sister needing her and where was she now?.

Yes that's right . Nowhere .