Life's What You Make It

Chapter 38

Damn I'm really putting off my uni assignments

Just to clear some things up lmao:
Blue is 5
Julez is 11
Jas is 15.
American school systems are NOT my strong point please bare with me on that front lmaooo

Massive thanks to MiseducatedKid for informing me with the adoption process and flying in america... and for the idea later on☺️☺️

Strap yourselves in lmao

Beyoncé's POV

Resentment:
Noun
bitter indignation at having been treated unfairly.

"What you want Shawn?" I asked, picking up the phone as it wouldn't stop ringing for the past hour and a half.

"You really just gonna up and leave like that?" He asked on the other end.

"What you expect me to do huh? Let Yall carry on behind my back?" I hissed

"Bey, you can't take them to LA."

"How'd you even know where we're going."

"Our bank statement." He replied simply and I sighed.

"Listen Shawn, you ain't got a leg to stand on right now, I will take them wherever I want, and quite frankly there's nothing you can do to stop me."

"Beyoncé they are my children too!"

"Oh they are, are they? Right sorry yeah, I forgot you were thinking about them while you were screwing Becky. How could you?"

"I've said I was sorry."

"Sometimes sorry just doesn't cut it. This is twice it's happened now Shawn. Twice. Twice you've lied to me. Twice you have broken my heart."

"Look, why'd you even pick up if you were gonna be like this?"

"Like what?!" I spat. "In case you forgot, it was you who's been blowing my phone up for the past hour and a half."

"Bey, please baby, don't do this."

"No, you did this Shawn."

"It meant nothing, I swear."

"If it didn't mean anything, why'd you do it? You know, I wish I could believe you."

"We've been married for 9 years, you really gon' throw that away?"

"That's the thing Shawn. I've been riding with you for 14 years. I know she's pretty, but I was here first, your wife. You could've told me if you weren't happy."

"I was happy Bey, I was the happiest, but she came along and I-"

"Shawn shut the hell up. I don't wanna hear it!" I said tears springing to my eyes.

"I didn't wanna hurt you."

"But look what you've done to me now. I'm hurting more than ever. How could you do this to me? How could you lie?" I let out a sob.

"Please don't cry Bey."

"The first time you did this, you and your damn secretary did this, you made me feel like I was no good. How'd you think I feel now huh? Knowing that I could do it for you like that white bitch could." I said wiping my tears with my hand.

"This is all my fault. I'm sorry Bey."

"No, like I said before, you sorry you got caught. By our own child. Our own 5 year old daughter caught your sorry ass."