𝚍𝚊𝚢𝚍𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚖 • 𝚐𝚕𝚎𝚎

𝙸𝚇

The dinner was great. It was nice to be able to spend time with everyone. Considering the amount of mental stress I had been through, moments before they walked in the door. Artie went back to his school to do things that he had to do, and Blaine went back to Kurt's apartment. Great. That left the apartment to Sam and I. 

"So, what'd you guys do today?" I asked him, leaning against the island in the kitchen. "Oh...we went out to eat and then we went and did things." I nodded. "So...you went and got tested for STDs, right?" He quickly turned and looked at me. "What?" 

"Or was Finn wrong when he texted Lexie and told her that you guys were getting tested? What else would you be getting tested for...the flu? Oh, or infertility?" 

He just stared at me. "Great. Um, yes we did go get tested for STDs." I just stared at him. "Well...um...when I was talking to Finn when we were standing outside, just now, he told me it was your idea." He returned the favor and just stared at me. "Why'd you suggest getting tested, Sam?" 

"Because...I know that we agreed that when we were ready for kids, I would go get tested for anything and everything." I sighed. I turned and began into the living room. "What?" 

I stopped. "You have been talking about kids for nearly a month now, Sam. I'm not ready. I'm not ready to carry around another human being for nine months. And baby, I love you, I do and I know that we agreed that when your career was finally taking off and I was almost done with school, we would think about it. But, Sam, I'm not ready. I don't want kids yet." I sighed and sat down on the couch. 

"So, once again, what I want is getting thrown out the window." 

"How? How are they getting thrown out the window? Because I don't wanna carry another human inside my body for nine months. Honestly, listen to yourself. This is all about you here. I get it, okay. You wanna be a dad. Believe me, I want to be a mother more. Just not now." 

"So, I have no say here?" 

"No. You don't." I grabbed my jacket from the chair it was sitting on. "I'm going over to Finn and Lexie's. I need some time to myself...we can finish this conversation tomorrow." 

I grabbed my keys and walked out of the apartment. I crossed over to Lexie and Finn's and knocked on the door. As I stood there, waiting for one of them to open the door, I felt the tears coming on. 

"A.J, what's wrong?" Lexie asked as she opened the door. As I stood there, only one sentence came out, and it was a sentence that broke my heart. 

"I think I just ended my relationship."