Beastars x reader (Season 1)

CHAPTER 82: GO BACK (PART 1)

What is this?..

Where am I?..

It's dark..

It's.. quiet..

Am I dead?..

Am I alive?...

Am I in both?

If I am dead... then death is more.. calm than I imagined..

I can't move...

I can't feel anything.....

I can't feel my legs... or my tail... or my face...

I don't know if my eyes are open or closed...

I don't even know if I already have eyes..

I am in complete darkness...

In complete silence...

I can't breathe.. but I'm not drowning...

I can't move... but I'm not paralyzed...

Where am I?

I can't think...

I don't know if I'm laying in a bed...

I don't know if I'm floating in the air...

Or sinking into the bottom of the sea...

I don't feel the air breeze, neither the mattresses nor the cold water covering my body.....

I feel neither fear, nor sadness, nor pain, nor surprise ...

I don't feel anything.

I'm here...

Wherever this place is...

Maybe it's nowhere...

Maybe I'm nowhere...

In the middle of nowhere...

In an endless void where I find myself and no one but me..

I am alone...

Where are the others?...

Do they know I'm here?...

Are they wondering where I am?..

How do I get out of here?..

Is everything going to be like this from now on?...

Trapped in this void.... forever?...

How did I get here?...

How did I get to this?..