Alex has never been good at making friends, and now that his sister is pursuing a job in Europe, he only has Nora to rely on. Things get even more difficult when Nora starts dating and Alex suddenly finds himself getting dragged into a small group of friends where this handsome British guy makes him question his sexuality. Henry has always been good at finding companionship - for one night at least. He isn't interested in anything more than that. His philosophy is that if you love someone, you'll eventually lose them and get hurt and that his been his approach ever since his father died. But when Alex suddenly appears in his life, things stop making sense to him and he begins to question what he truly wants. This is a Red, white and Royal blue fanfiction, that is inspired by both the book and the movie - in the way that I've used the appearance of Nicholas Galitzine, Taylor Zakhar Perez and the rest of the cast from the movie, but June (from the book) will also be a part of the story. Warnings: This book was my first ever written RWRB fanfic and I have been very unsure if i should upload it or not. I dont feel like it is my best work, but i couldn't get myself to just throw it out, so I decided to give it a try. This is written in a first person point of view, alternating between Henry and Alex every chapter. The story has also swapped the confidence of Alex and Henry, making Henry the one who is well aware of how attractive he is and Alex the more insecure one. furthermore, Henry - in this fic - is a very emotionally closed individual in the beginning, and therefor coming off as a bit of an asshole sometimes.