Unnoticed but noticeable

Epilogue

I remember that time when the young girl Ree was really cought my attention. I was thinking if it’s a called love at first sight but when my eyes laid at her for the very first time I promise to myself that I will do anything to make her mine. I don’t know if God really on my side but one day I came from school that girl was in our house. My mom and dad holding her, crying for unknown reason while that girl has a blank expression starring at my parents especially to my mom that is crying .

My heart pound rapidly when his beautiful eyes laid on me.

Damn.

I am kon jiesten Galvez  and no one makes me rigid in just simple stare of a girl. I tried to calm myself then walk to ask my parents what is going on. Why is that girl is here in our mansion alone? is she lost? Where is her parents? Did my parents know her? And what the fuck mom is crying in front of that girl?

“whats going on? Who is that dad?” I ask dad when he saw me walking at their direction.

“Anak you’re here?” dad excited to call me. I gave him a simple smile then look at that little girl the to him again as if asking whats going on and who is that girl.

“Jiesten. Sweetheart, this is ree my bestfriend only child and from now on she will live with us" Dad told me.

I dont know what should I fell knowing that ree will stay on our mansion for good. Her parents died without knowing where they died bodies. Masakit iyon!  but looking how strong ree to manage it makes me fall much to her. Hindi ko yata kakayanin kung saakin iyon mangyayari.

Years passes but my young heart was fallin deeper to her. Were just casual in home even though I really want to be showy and clingy to her just like how her friends do to her. Nakikita ko siyang masaya sa mga kaibigan nya and i feel jelous about it. Gusto ko ako sana iyong malapit sakanya. Gusto ko, ako ang dahilan kung bakit sya tumatawa.

I was jerk before and I think till now. I threatened her friends to stay away to her and I did. Nagawa kung palayuin sakanya ang mga kaibigan nya noon sa high school till her college, except to her only guy friend na hindi natinag sa pananakot ko.

Damn that guy. He likes Ree Kaya naman mas lalong ginusto ko na ilayo sa kanya si ree pero mas lalo naman yatang lumalapit. Im koji but I cant do anything to make Ree mine.

I tried to show my feeling for her but my mom already knows it and he warmed me. Mom told me that ree will be galvez too soon as possible. That was a bomb! Ree will be a galvez? Seriously? That it means that she will be my sister in papers and everyone? Heck! That time I protest. I dont like her to be a galvez because thats mean that she will be not mine anymore.

Marami akong gustong sisihin kung bakit nangyayari iyon but All i know is I need to stay away to her. I become rude to her, a jerk that always a reason to her tears. Iniisip niya na ayaw ko sakanya, na ayaw kong nasa poder namin siya.

I really want to punch myself for hurting the girl I love. Pushing her away and hurt her for my mean words. I dont know what I'm doing but all I know is I need to forget this feelings for her dahil magiging magkapatid na kami and when my parents introduce her to everyone, everyone will think that were siblings.

I flirt. Accept different girlfriend but still my heart belongs to ree. Lumayo sa pag aakalang malilimutan siya at sa ikakatahimik ng aking pamilya. Marami palang kasalanan ng pamilya ko sakanya. About the companies na dapat ay sa kanya. Kaya pala atat na atat ang magulang ko na ilipat ang aming apelyido para mapasaamin ang malaking share ng komapanya na dapat ay sakanyya.

I was furious to my parents for that. For using the innocent ree na alam kung gustong gusto lamang mag kapamilya noon. From Singapore Ill back to philippines to tell everything to ree pero huli na ang lahat. She was gone for knowhere. Ibenenta niya ang farm at nawala ng parang bula after She Lost her friend.

Im searching for many years to her kaya ng magkita kami sa del Gracia ay sinadaya ko at hindi dahil aksidente lang na nag kita. Ilang beses ko siyang sinusundan kaya alam ko ang lahat ng pinupuntahan niya even who is her friends. She was leaving to small house that she dont deserved. Ilang beses ko siyang ginustong lapitan but I refused. Im scared that her smiles will go easily gone when she saw me. Kaya ng minsan mag tagpo kami sa bar and she got sleep to my condo, I feel so happy. That was a first after how many years that I saw her face nearly. Napakalaki ng pinagbago niya. From an innocent to a grown up woman. Shes really beautiful kaya halos gusto ko ng durugin ang muka ng lalaking humawak sakanya sa bar noon. I was possessive to her until now.

From that day hindi ko na siya nilubayan. Kung pwede ko lang sabihin sa kanya 24/7 how much I love her then I will do maniwala lang siya.

"I love you ree.." and hug her from behind while ahe chuckles softly.

"How many times you told that for this day? More than 100? Hmm I love you too koji." She replied seriously.

Hindi yata ako mag sasawa na sabihin iyon sa kanya lalot alam kung kulang ang salita para ipaalam sakanya how much I love her. Maybe I was a jerk. An asshole for the things ive done but I will never be a jerk to show how much I love her.

-END

@GGGracia