Chapter 30

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(Edited by @KbaeStar) 

Sirius saw some Gryffindor robes flash by and into Moaning Murtal's bathroom. He quickly went into there as well. Once he was inside the bathroom he saw Remus crying up against the wall with Murtal surprisingly trying to comfort him. He ran over to Remus's side and pulled him into a hug almost instantly.

"Thank you Murtal." Sirius said with a small smile before she nodded and flew off and back to her cubical.

"You are none of those things that he said ok. You are amazing, adorable, sweet, smart, kind, loving, and so, so much more. He was going off of Greyback the evil bitch, not you." Sirius soothed as Remus/Comet hugged him tighter.

"I know but he said that we should all be killed off. He was right, we are all too dangerous! I could hurt James or Peter or Regulus or anyone really! I don't want to do that! Merlin why the fuck did I have to be a werewolf?!" Remus ranted while he moved slightly away from Sirius, tears where still rolling down his slightly freckled face.

"Well he is wrong about you all being killed off. That's stupid and you know it. And anyone could go off and harm James, Peter, Regulus or anyone. Not just you. You know how to control Comet quite well and even I know that he knows how to control himself too. You are a werewolf because some bitch came and turned you but you are the best werewolf to live because you are nice and friendly. You have learned how to live with your wolf, not fight it." Sirius said as he moved closer to Remus slightly.

"I know I just.... I don't... ugh." Remus groaned as he hit his head against the wall they where leaning on.

"Can I hug you?" Sirius asked making Remus look at him with the smallest smile ever.

Instead of a verbal response he just opened his arms for Sirius. Sirius happily hugged/cuddled Remus in an attempt to calm him down from his smad (sad+mad=smad) state. It seemed to be working because Remus's breathing soon slowed back down to a normal pace and so did his heart beat. Remus also started to braided Sirius's hair as Sirius cuddled closer to him.

"Moony, Siri, are you two ok?" James asked as he rushed into the room. Sirius and Remus looked up to see James looking slightly panicked but quickly relaxed when he saw what they where doing.

"Now we are, did that asshole Brian ever get in any trouble?" Sirius asked as he moved so Remus could braided his hair easier.

"Yah, he has detention for two weeks with Flinch. Oh and Slughorn told me to tell you Remus that he is very sorry for Brian's response. Apparently all of the teachers know that your a werewolf as well." James stated as he sat down next to the two.

That was their first and last class of the day thanks to the entire Walburga situation.

"He should have more than just detention..." Sirius muttered as he leaned back against the wall. Remus was now braiding the side of his hair so he was fine to sit back.

"Well that's great, all of the teachers don't think that I am safe either." Remus said with a humorless chuckle.

"Its just protocol. If they thought you where dangerous then they wouldn't allow you in and out of classes. Hell they wouldn't have even let you into Hogwarts. But look where you are at, Hogwarts. And your in the second year so they clearly don't think you are dangerous." Sirius said as he turned, facing Remus.

"Even still..." Remus trailed off with a heavy sigh, now looking at the floor rather than either Sirius or James.

Sirius gently lifted his head up with two fingers under his chin. "Nobody thinks your a monster except for yourself. I know sometimes its hard to love yourself but I am going to help you through it because I love you." Sirius said with a smile before kissing Remus gently. Remus smiled into the kiss. When they pulled away they heard a small squeal.

"You two are so cute! I'm so happy that my ship has sailed!" James squealed as he got up and did a little happy dance. Wolfstar just laughed at him.

Once they had all calmed back down, James helped them both up off of the floor.

"Lets go to the dorms, dinner is soon and Reg and Peter are waiting for us." James said as they all walked out of the abandoned girls lavatory.

"We missed all of DADA?" Sirius asked, slightly shocked.

"Well yes but Slyghorn counted you as there for the entire class. All we did was learn about werewolf's so it was just review for us." James said as they walked up a flight of stairs towards the common room.

"Well that's good." Remus stated, he hated missing class when he didn't 100% have to. He didn't like getting behind in learning.

***Small skip to when they get to their dorm room***

Right once Remus opened the door Regulus hugged him. "Fuck that bitch. Ignore him. If I wouldn't get in trouble then I would beat him to a bloody pulp." Regulus stated with a pissed off tone. He then let go of the hug with Remus and hugged James while burring his head into James's neck. Remus gave a chuckle at Regulus's antics and then sat down on Sirius's bed.

"Thanks Reg." He said with a smile as Sirius sat down next to him and cuddled into his side. Regulus mumbled some sort of response as he and James moved over to James's bed. James laid down and Remus cuddled on top of him, quickly falling asleep.

"Is he ok? He never falls asleep that quickly." Sirius asked worriedly.

"Well he was kind of freaking out when you two didn't return to class and then James left to go and find you so that did something else to him. He was sitting on James's bed hugging his pillow and every time I would try and help he would flinch away from me when I didn't even touch him. Just give him some extra cuddles and hugs and he should be fine." Peter explained with a sigh.

James tightened his grip on Regulus and started to run his fingers through Reg's hair. Sirius sighed and slumped up against Remus.

"Normally whenever he gets panicked I am the only one who could help him out of it. I guess James could too now because you two are dating. He has a really hard time trusting people so don't take it personally Peter." Sirius sighed as he cuddled into Remus, who had laid down, pulling Sirius with him.

"None taken, you four should get some rest. I will wake you up for dinner." Peter suggested while he pulled out his potions book.

"Ok, thank you Peter." Remus said as James and Sirius muttered thanks, they where already half asleep.

Peter smiled as the rest fell asleep. He then turned back to his potions book. "What the bloody Hell is amortentia?" Peter thought.....
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