Touch Starved (Wolfstar, Jegulus & Drarry) {Complete}

Chapter 26

⚠️Self hate, bashing on themselves, cussing, crying, mentions of PTSD⚠️

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(Edited by @KbaeStar)

The next morning Remus was woken up by someone holding his hand. He opened his eyes up, flinching at the blinding light of the Hospital Wing. He then looked over at where the person was and saw Sirius looking worried at him.

"Hello love, what are you doing here?" Remus asked in a raspy voice from sleep.

"Hey, I just came to check on you. I don't have classes today or tomorrow because I'm your mate and Poppy told them that you would want to see me." Sirius said with a blush.

"Well she wasn't wrong." Remus said with a hint of Comet's voice as well before pulling Sirius into the bed with him. Yes Remus and Comet have different voices. Once Remus/Comet did that Sirius moved himself so he was laying on Remus's chest and their legs tangling together.

"Can I talk to just Remus please?" Sirius asked while looking up towards Remus/Comet.

"Of course." Remus/Comet zoned out for a few seconds before he came back.

"Yes love?" Remus asked while he ran his fingers through Sirius's long hair.

"Do you remember what happened yesterday while Comet was in control?" Sirius asked while he cuddled closer to Remus.

"Not really, no. Why? Did something happen? Do I need to make sure Comet doesn't come out any time soon?" Remus asked, concern filling his voice.

"Nothing happened, I was just wondering. He is cute and all but I do still prefer you. I love you both though." Sirius stated before kissing Remus quickly.

The reason why he said that he loves them both is because while Remus was transforming Regulus had thought James and Sirius almost everything he knew about Werewolf's. One of the things was that the inter wolf (Comet) and Remus where two different people just in the same body. They are both their mate's mate so when you accept one you accept both.

"Alright, he shouldn't come out often but whenever he does he will be happy to see you." Remus said with a smile, knowing that Sirius favored him over Comet slightly.

"And I will be happy to see him." Sirius said with a small smile.

"Do you normally remember what happens when Comet is out?" Sirius asked after a few minutes of comfortable silence.

"Not normally, no." Remus replied as he pulled Sirius impossibly closer to him.

"I was just wondering.... maybe you should stay at the Potters during your transformation or somewhere that's not your house...." Sirius said cautiously, he didn't know if Comet would be ok with Remus finding this out but he didn't really care at the moment considering it affected them both.

"Why? Did he tell you something bad?" Remus asked now nervous for Comet.

"Well he did say some things but I don't know if he would want me to tell you about it." Sirius said while sitting up and looking at Remus nervously.

"I will talk to him about it. Thank you for telling me." Remus said with a reassuring smile. He knew that Sirius was scared that because he didn't give all of the information that he would be hit because his mum messed him up that much.

"I love you." Remus said while pulling Sirius back down into their cuddling position.

"I love you too." Sirius said with a smile as he relaxed into Remus's embrace. Soon enough they ended up falling asleep in the comfort of each other's embrace.

**Focusing on Jegulus**

(A/N: Just saying, it's Sunday so they don't have classes.)

Sirius had just left for the Hospital Wing to check up on Remus. He had just gotten an owl telling him that Remus would want to see him because he is his mate and werewolf's always feel better when their mate is around.

So that left James and Regulus in the boys dormitory... all alone...

"So Remus and Sirius are mates..." Regulus stated awkwardly. He didn't know what to do in awkward situations so he stated the obvious, instantly regretting it. When he was home he would be hit with a curse for doing something like that so he flinched away from James who was on a different bed as him.

"Yah they are, are you ok?" James asked mostly dismissing the first part of his statement and sounding concerned for Regulus.

"Yah, I'm fine. Just still not used to not being hexed every time I do something wrong." Regulus said with a week smile as James sat down next to him.

"Well you shouldn't have to deal with her anymore. McGonagall's got this. You, Sirius, and possibly even Remus are all going to stay with me at my house. My mum and dad are very nice and love kids so you won't have to worry about anything." James said in a reassuring tone.

"I know but its been a while since we told McGonagall about it and we haven't heard anything about it." Regulus said while he pulled his knees up to his chest.

"I know but we should get news soon. Can I touch you?" James asked, knowing that it would probably help Regulus but could also make him even more redid. Reg nodded and so James opened his arms for him. Regulus almost instantly fell into them and cuddled up to his chest.

"Why do you deal with me? How can any of you stand me? I'm a useless, know it all, wuss, pain in the ass so I don't know how any of you can stand me." Regulus asked while looking up at James slightly.

"Hey, don't talk bad about yourself ever again. You are the most amazing, perfect, smart, brave, talented, beautiful person I have ever met. You are extremely brave for staying strong after the years of shit with your family, your very talented at drawing and DADA, your extremely smart with all of the fun facts you have, your beautiful without even trying, and your perfect in everything you do and everything you are." James said while pulling Regulus closer to him.

When James looked at Regulus he had a few tears falling from his eyes.

"Oh, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you cry." He quickly apologized while pulling Reg into a hug.

"They are happy tears. Nobody has ever said so many nice things to me at once... or at all for that matter. Thank you." Regulus said as he hugged James tighter.

"Well then I'm just going to have to complement you more often then aren't I?" James said with a smile as he ran his fingers through Regulus's hair.

"No, you don't." Reg muttered, half asleep. All of these emotions tired him out some.

"Well even if I don't have to I am still going to because I want to. Now go to sleep love, you seem tired." James said not even realizing what he had said.

"Ok, goodnight. Love you too." Regulus said before falling asleep cuddled up to James chest even more.

James tensed slightly before relaxing again. "I love you too? Did I tell him I love him? I mean I do but still! Wait, he loves me back?! Maybe its just platonic." James thought nervously.

Soon his anxious thoughts subsided when he heard Regulus's soft snores. He soon fell asleep with some hope that his crush liked him back.
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1,240 Words! I am so sorry that the ending sucked.

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