NCT imagines & reactions

|Yuta|

Yuta☁︎
Word count: 1085
He tried moving on
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Yuta's POV
3 months ago

"Y/n I like you. Will you be my girlfriend?" I asked her out. "Yuta. I'm sorry but I think we can better be friends." She rejected me. "Oh I see. I'm sorry for taking up your time. I... I have to, to go now." I stuttered. I didn't know what was happening. She really rejected me, I thought she liked me back. I guess I was wrong. "But we can be friends." She says. "I don't think I can." I shook my head and left her alone.

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Present time

I'm still not over her. But it's alright. At least I can't fall deeper in love with her since I stopped seeing her. I walk into a café and made my order. I wanted to sit somewhere in the back but saw y/n there. "I'm sorry, I'll leave again." I apologise once she saw me too. "No Yuta stay. Let's catch up. I've missed you." She stops me by my wrist. I look at her hand then into her eyes. I still like her a lot. "Sure." I faked a smile and sat down with her.

"I meant it what I said that day. We can stay friends, the time with you was really fun." She smiles her beautiful smile. "How are you doing you look like you're doing great." She smiles. "Does it look like that because I don't really feel like it." I say. "Oh what's wrong?" She asks concerned. "I still haven't moved on from you. That day keeps repeating in my mind." I tell her, there's no point on hiding it anyway. "I really tried moving on, but it's just. There's no one like you, I'll never fall for someone like I did for you."

"Oh Yuta." Is all she said. "I guess I'm just destined to be on my own and find no one to love." I had given up the hope. "You'll find someone I promise you that. I also feel lonely at times and think I won't ever find someone." She says. "But you don't know how I feel. It's different for me than what you go through." I say. "I know but in the end we both feel lonely and that is the same." She says. "Whatever, I have to go." I wanted to get up but she stops me again.

"No don't leave me." I look at her. Her eyes screamed for me to stay, she doesn't look okay. "Y/n you're not doing fine are you?" I ask. She shook her head. "I miss you. I really do. I rejected you because I was scared to get heartbroken. But letting you go hurt me the most. I realised I'm nothing without you. I regret my decisions. I like you Yuta, please give me another chance." She holds tightly onto my hand. "You liked me too? For real?" She nods.

"Y/n I tried so hard my best to get you, then you break my heart to now tell me you like me? What do you want me to say or do? You made me feel like trash, like I'd never find love again. If you really liked me then you wouldn't have rejected me and break me. It's not because I'm a guy that I don't have a heart or feelings that you can crush." I get up and walk away without y/n stopping me this time. It was my mistake to stay and listen. It was my mistake to fall in love with her.

There are so many people that are willing to love me and receive my love. I can get over her, if I just try a little. I got into the car and take a deep breath. Am I making the wrong choice now? Should I have just stayed with her at the café? No, she's no good for me. I really need to move on from her. I can't keep hurting myself and keep loving her. There's no future for me and y/n. I start the car and drive around town to clear my mind before I go back home.

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5 months later
Y/N's POV

I started a new job one I actually really enjoy. I was working at a store with all types of clothing brands, different styles and sizes. I loved working here and helping people and seeing their smiles after they bought something. I always walk around here with a big smile until I saw Yuta walk in. It's been 5 month since he walked out on me. And here he is now, with another girl. My smile faded but I reminded myself to keep that smile. Yuta noticed me and quickly looked away again.

Together with the girl he looks around, is she his girlfriend? He moved on? I shook the question out of my head. "Excuse me, do you have this one in other colours too?" The girl came to me. "We have this one only in black and white here, online we have also other colours. You can order it and within a week delivered at home." I explain. "I just am not quite sure if it's the right size for my boyfriend." She says. "Is he your boyfriend?" I ask, mentioning Yuta. "Yes, we just started dating and it's soon valentine so I thought I could get him something." She smiles.

"Let me see. Yuta should fit in this size and I'm sure he'll like to have it in a darker colour." I tell her. "How...how do you know his name and sizes?" She looks at me with a frown. "Uh. I used to be friends with him." I smile. "Oh what happened?" She asks. "We grew apart. Anyway would you like to order it here already or would you rather do that at home?" I ask. "Here will be easier I guess." She says.

"Babe can we go now?" Yuta walks up. "I'm just finishing this order." She tells him. "Oh okay. I'll just wait outside then." He says walking out. I watch him leave. "Sorry, I don't know what's gotten into him." She apologises. "No need to be sorry. So your order is placed, have a nice day further. And please take good care of Yuta, he deserves it." I tell her. "I will. Bye." She smiles and left after. I really messed up before. But at least he can be happy now.

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A/N: Haechan relay cam is up and I'm still watching Shotaro's... I'm really slow
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