NCT imagines & reactions

|Haechan|

Haechan
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Y/N's POV

I was laying in my bed ready to sleep as I suddenly hear the front door. That must be Haechan. "Y/n, love, are you asleep?" He asks as he walks into the bedroom. "Not yet, why? What's wrong?" I ask him. He opens his arms to hug me as he crawls onto the bed. "Am I fat?" He asks me. "What are you asking me? No you're not. You're skinny. Sure you're thick on some pl- okay no I'm cringing at myself. But you're not fat." I hug him tightly. "Why'd you ask me that?"

"Because I heard here and there that people think I'm too fat." He pouts. "Don't listen to them! You are beautiful, you're an amazing person, I love you for who you are! And by the way I got more fat than you do so yeah." I look at him. "Hey don't be sad." I kiss his cheek. "People say I should go on a stricter diet. That I should sport more." He tells me. "But who?" I ask. "Just people, haters." He says. "Exactly, haters. They say it to hurt you. But you should ignore them and show them that it doesn't effect you."

"But it's so difficult. I can't ignore it." He nuzzles his head more in the crook of my neck. "I'm here with you, to help you, to listen to you." I hear him cry softly and his tears falling onto my neck and shoulders. "Shh, don't cry please. You're really beautiful." I ruffle his hair and rub his back. "I'm sorry. It's just been a long day and it's getting too much for me." He holds onto me even tighter than before. "Don't listen to them." I whisper to him. "Get changed before you fall asleep in your work clothes. It'll make you feel better."

"I'm going to take a shower first." He sighs. "Okay, I love you okay." He nods before walking in there with a few more sniffles. I feel so sorry for him, he doesn't deserve to feel this way. He doesn't deserve the hate. And I have no clue what I can do, how do I help my usual happy ball of sunshine? I look at the time, it's been half an hour already. What's taking him so long. "Haechan, is everything okay in there?" I ask as I knock on the door.

I hear sniffles coming from inside. "Can you open the door please? I'm worried." I say. "It's open." I walk into the bathroom and see him sitting with just his sweatpants on. I walk closer to him and cup his face, wiping his tears with my thumbs. His arms wrap around my waist as his head rests against my stomach. I hug him back after a kiss on top of his head. "You're worth so much! If I can do anything for you, no matter what it is, I'll do it or get it for you."

"Thank you. For everything, helping me, staying with me, supporting me and cheering me up again. You're the best I've ever had!" He looks at me. "And you're the best thing to ever happen to me. And I really mean it when I say I love you and I care about you." He smiles again despite his red puffy eyes. I give him a kiss. "Shall we go to bed and sleep now?" He nods in response. I hold on his hand as we go to the bedroom. We lay down under the covers, cuddling until we both fall asleep.

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"Good morning bab- Haechan? Where are you?" I get up from the bed and look for him just to find him in the bathroom. He's standing in front of the mirror. "Look at that. That ain't nice. So ugly." My heart sunk. "Please don't say that Donghyuck!" I crash into his arms. "I hate seeing you so insecure about yourself. Damn it Donghyuck you're so beautiful! That little bit of fat doesn't bother me, I even like it! It makes you, you." I started crying in his arms. "Why are you crying?" He asks me. "Because it hurts me too you know."

He looks into my eyes for a while. "I'm so sorry, I didn't know." He gave me a quick kiss on the lips. "Seeing those comments, knowing that you'll see them too, I don't get why people are so cruel." I say. "Neither do I." He sighs. "Can we stay in today and lay on the couch. I just wanna be with you." He tells me. "Don't you have work?" I ask him. "I'll tell them I'm too sick to go." He says. "I really don't want to go like this." He says. "Just don't let this take over your life okay?"

"Don't worry. Just a few days at home and then I'll go back to work. I promise this won't influence my or your life." He says. "In a few days I'll forget about it and will be the same old me. And if not, I promise to work on it." He smiles at me. "But don't think of getting rid of your tummy, I love to rest my head on it. It's so comfortable." He chuckles by my words. "You really think so?" I nod. "Yes, it really is! Believe me." He smiles.

"That's what I like to see." I smile at him. "Your pretty smile." I say. "Yours is my favourite though." He ruffles my hair. "Are we going to be cheesy?" I ask him. "Duh, else it won't be me." We laugh. "I'm hungry, can we eat before we go cuddle on the couch?" He nods as we both get to the kitchen. "An extra big breakfast for my baby." Haechan smiles in adoration at me as I gave him his food. "Thank you, love." I take my own plate and sit with him at the table. It can already make me happy to see him enjoying his breakfast. He really deserves the world!

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A/N: I feel like spreading some happy words again so here they are: everyone's body is the right body. Everyone's beautiful and I know it's hard to get that at times but know that you're not alone. Hate is just jealousy from others.
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