To Live a Life

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Sometimes I wonder
How the life of others
Can somehow be simpler
Despite the crueler ways
Of the mean, petty world.

Perhaps they were born lucky,
Into a different society,
Full with the riches,
Of a term called happiness.

And I hate to admit this,
(But please bear with my feelings)
For I know that to envy
The life of a society
Where peace and quiet
Comes so easily
Can indeed be a shortcoming
(My shortcoming)
And my grieve.

For sometimes I ponder
Over the idea
Of living in an area
Where the flashes and the sounds of the sirens
Can be of silence;
Where the knifes and the guns
And the shots and the getaway runs
Are close to non-existent.

How I wish I could live
In a world of simplicity
And in my own world of naivety,
For the eyes in the mirror
Hold back a river
Of the solemn
And sadness
And guilt;
Guilt in being
(To a certain degree)
So horrible and ungrateful.
Or simply,
Just the opposite of thankful.

Oh how I long for a life
Where a locked door
Would almost most definitely
Protect this family of mine
From the ugliness in the world outside;
From the sorrows and the life of crime.

Oh how I wish,
Oh how I wish,
For a life fully lived,
Without the pains and the aches and the losses.

But I know that the whisper within me
And the secrets buried deeply
Are what tells a story
Of a life fully lived;
Even with,
As well as despite,
All of the hardships.

For that what makes a life fully lived.

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