The truth is:
I'm nowhere near religious,
Not even a little bit.
But sometimes I wonder
If a high power
Has listened to my pleas.
Because I've been crying myself to sleep lately
And my shoulders feel heavy,
And my heart feels empty,
And it feels as though I cannot breathe -
I am underwater
Just drifting away from the shore
Drowning,
Helpless,
Choking,
Dying...Oh,
Everything is falling apart -
I'm a mess
Someone please help me,
I'm on my knees begging you
Like a mad fool,
Because I am a mess
From these thoughts of mine -
Please just rip them out already!
Before I start to scream and shout and cry out loud-Oh,
I just want to escape my own mind,
Because I'm so tired,
(I'm so so tired)
Of fighting for my own life...
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sunflowers by the sea
PoetryThe book 'sunflowers by the sea' is a compilation of poems I have written. It is about the wonders over the hardships as well as complications of the human life, where the highs and the lows, the dos and the don'ts, as well as the desperate hopes of...