Who Am I?

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Who am I?
I do not even know
For it really seems as though
I have lost myself
In this process
Of trying to look
Like those models
In their painted,
Glossy,
Doll-like and made up portfolios

For alongside the numbers
In which I have lost
The absence of my laughter
Have now been all slowly washed
Taken
And stolen
By the thief of the night
Leaving me with nothing
But a half-empty glass...
No,
For my glass did not even
Fill itself up to the brim
For I have hurt the foundation
Of the "I" and the "me"
Starving myself
Terrified with what
My body was meant to be 

Who am I?
For I no longer can put on a show
As this is the girl
I no longer know

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