You're just like a drug
I'm fucking addicted to
And I just can't help
Always going back to you
And I know that this is
Mostly all on me
Because I'd rather ride that rollercoaster
Full of bittersweet comfort
And regret
Just to get high
On our memories
And I know that this
Is not your fault
For not really wanting
Stupid and confusing and emotionally wrecked me
And I should probably let you go
So that you can be freed;
No more being caged or trapped
In my unhappy, lonely and empty eternity
But you are the only safe space
That I have
And I don't know how
To walk away without turning back
It's a mess
I'm a mess
Oh,
I have,
In a way,
Grown shameless because
Stupid and confusing and emotionally wrecked me
Wants this to work
So damn bad
That I have been blinded
Not knowing where this is going;
Not knowing where is the end
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sunflowers by the sea
PoésieThe book 'sunflowers by the sea' is a compilation of poems I have written. It is about the wonders over the hardships as well as complications of the human life, where the highs and the lows, the dos and the don'ts, as well as the desperate hopes of...
