I love him H.S imagines

i wish the pain would go away [REQUESTED]

Requested by @Queenofmabelstreet

Synopsis: Y/N's sick and Harry's on the other side of the world

"Hi Harry!" Y/N smiled from her hospital bed back in England, she was wearing one of his beanies and was currently watching an episode of Friends from the box set Harry had bought her for Christmas last year. 

"There's my beautiful girl!" Harry immediately grins at the sight of his girlfriend on his screen. His assistant holds his phone up as he puts his in-ear monitors and tries to hide her smile at the sight of Harry being cute with his girlfriend. 

Y/N giggles and takes a spoonful of yogurt into her mouth as her mother feeds it to her. She missed Harry a lot after months of them spending time together whether it be at the hospital or at their home in London. He had to leave for the second half of his world tour and Y/N wished she could have come with him this time.

Since she got three weeks off of work, they had been planning her joining the tour for those three weeks since the tour dates were decided but things changed and hurdles appeared in the race of life which meant things didn't always go to plan. 

Within the last year and a half, Y/N was diagnosed with stage 2 leukemia at the age of twenty three. It was the most heart broken Harry had ever felt in his entire life, he had to take a month off to process what was going on and understand that things were going to be different now. 

It was a lot to get use to. The hospital visits every week and the medicine which effected Y/N to the point where Harry had to lift her up from the couch to their bed every evening because she didn't have the strength to walk up the stairs. 

The worst part was definitely the tension in their relationship at the early stages after receiving the news. They were both good at pretending to be okay even though they were far from and in this case it was dangerous. 

Y/N was trying to be happy for Harry and Harry was trying to be happy for Y/N. They were so selfless to the point where it became a negative between them and constant bickering and fights played out for the span of two weeks as they tried to be strong for each other. 

Things were different now though. They had a good routine and they talked out all their worries, leaving both of them in a puddle of tears but at least if gave them the opportunity to talk things through in order to improve and get to where they are now. 

Harry couldn't lie, he had experienced a lot of anxiety for the second half of this tour. He had an anxiety attack on the night of the first show which hadn't happened in a long time. The band tried to comfort him but decided the best thing they could do was call Y/N and tell Harry that she was alright and things were okay. 

He had to remind himself frequently that Y/N was doing okay. She was in hospital for five weeks because for chemo and her parents were with her to make sure she was safe. She was only a phone call away for Harry and he really didn't need to worry as much as he did. 

"You look so pretty today angel." Harry smiles at his girlfriend who was feeling anything but pretty.

"Thank you bubs. You look so handsome, are you excited for the show?" She questions, her eyes brightening up at the sight of him.

"I'm always excited, just miss you is all." He mumbles, looking like a little homesick kid.

Y/N pouts, "You'll be home soon baby, only three more weeks and then I can leave the hospital. We'll see each other in no time." She tries to reassure him. 

Harry accentuates his pout looking like a little puppy dog. Y/N giggles and tries to ignore the ache in her heart. "Harry you're going on in five." One of the stage managers tells him.