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(bungo stay dogs) Akutagawa x reader (angst) regrets

"Chuuya are you in here?"

"Oh y/n what can i do for you?"

"I have to go on a mission"

"Ok?"

"I'm not done! With Akutagawa"

"Is that a bad thing he's ok?"

"Yes it Bad thing i cant stand him~~"

"God your just like your brother Dazai always complaining"

"Ugh! Your not helping now its time for the mission if i die its your fault shithead"

Y/n walked to the place them and Akutagawa were meeting and when they saw him y/n wanted to run the reason they hated him so much was actually cause they liked him but never knew how to show it and was convinced that he hated them to

"It's about time you got here i was just about to leave you behind"

He looked at them dead in the eyes and looked away 'god their really good looking' and just like y/n he also couldn't show he liked them so they are just mean to each there

As they walked to the place they stayed quite when they got there it was weird it gave y/n a very uneasy feeling Akutagawa walked in and like he owned the placed while y/n stood there they brought out their weapon (weapon of choice) Akutagawa was unimpressed no one was there when he tuned his back thats when it happened a bullet shot right at him y/n ran at him and pushed him getting shot right in the chest Akutagawa was shocked and ran to them but then more people came out he got mad and fought everyone y/n was going in and out of consciousness There was a pool of blood around them there vision be began to get blurry and black spots showed up covering most of their vision

"STAY AWAKE NOW Y/N!!!!"

As he kept yelling y/n tried to focus on that but they knew that they were gonna die soon y/n didn't want to die yet they wanted to do s many things

1.go see their brother dazai

2.tell chuuya that y/n care about him cause he was like a 2 brother to them

3.Visit Oda's grave one last time

4.say sorry to all the people y/n had ever been mean to

5.slap many many people

6.ask him out

But y/n knew that these things would not come true and it hut them deeply y/n felt themselves get picked up y/n slowly opened their eyes and saw a terrified face of Akutagawa his eyes were glossed over with tears and his mouth was slightly opened like he was whispering something but y/n couldn't hear it y/n smiled slightly and that pushed him over the edgy and started crying this was the first time they have every seen him cry he knew right there and then that y/n was not gonna make it and it hurt him this was meant to be a easy mission but now this happened and he was scared

"Y/n i know you probably cant hear me but I love you i just didn't know how to tell you"

He kissed them and with the little strength y/n had left they kissed back but they they fell limp

Y/n had officially died in his arms just as he told them he loved them thats when they died

Akutagawa kept screaming for thins to be a dream and for y/n to wake up but that never happened