(hxh) feitan x reader (angsty with a hint of fluff) missed birthday

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little backstory y/n is the eldest Zoldyck in the family they ran away when they turned 24 and is now 28 ever since they ran away they have been apart of the spiders/phantom trope.

after a few years feitan caught feelings for y/n and had been trying to avoid his feelings but his feelings just seem to grow

today was killuas birthday

y/n sat out on the roof of the spiders hideout there they said wiping tears out of their eyes the reason their crying is cause they are missing out of their little brothers birthday he was turning 13 today he was officially a teenager and y/n couldn't spend it with him 1.knowing that they were a spider and one of his best friends might be the chain users 2.y/n had no fucking idea where he might be and last but not least 3.they have not talking in about 4-5 years they had left when he was about 9

y/n cried and cried they only ever cried like this on their siblings birthdays all of them. they missed everyone of them equally y/n had always acted like the 3rd parent they played a massive part in all of their life's

"what are you doing?" a surprised gasp came out of their mouth when they heard someone y/n turned around and saw feitan when he saw the tears he felt a weird feeling like he wanted them to stop crying and be back to normal?

"i-its nothing just something went in my eye" y/n rubbed there neck and tried to walk away when he grabbed their hand to stop them

"i know you were crying"

"why do you care anyway" y.n asked wiping the last of the tears away raising a eye brow at him

"just tell me!" feitan was freaking out he couldn't think of a reason why he would do this other than the stupid feelings he had for them

"fine i will just tell you to shut you up it's my little brothers birthday and i cant see him cause i have no FUCKING IDEA where he is!"

"oh ok umm"

"hey stop im gonna go now i have some work to do just do us a favour and forget this 'kay? see ya feitan"

and just like that they were gone not only that but their voice sounded numb it had no emotion what so ever feitan felt bad but he couldn't do anything about it he cant cheer people up he doesn't know how to so he stood there frozen feeling really shitty he wanted to do something but he couldn't

"theres always a next time i guess" he sighed and walked back inside holding he's usual black face

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