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{Assassination classroom} karma x reader (angst) why do i have these feelings

I was sitting at mine and karmas 'school skipping spot' just relaxing i didnt feel like going to class at all like normally me and karma would at least go to class them leave after a while but i really didnt feel like it my phone kept going off it was karma

'Where are u'

'Are you sick'

Hellllllllooooo'

Did you sleep in again'

'y//////nnnnnnnnn'

'Answer meee'

Bitch answer'

I swear if your skipping without me i swear bitch😤😤'

I didn't answer any of the messages i really didn't want to talk to him after a few minutes of my phone constantly going off it stopped "class must of started" i started humming to myself after a while i felt someone shaking me i opened my eyes to see karma 'i must of fallen asleep'

"So you were skipping without me rude"he said playfully mean "hello bitch"he said waving his hand in front of my face i continued to ignore him "hey"

"What do you want"i asked glaring at him

"What's wrong did someone hurt you i swear if someone laid a finger on you i wil-"

"Can you shut up please"i asked his not making eye contact

"Ok what's wrong y/n"he asked sitting in front of me

"What's wrong you wanna know whats wrong it's just that the person i have been crushing on for YEARS likes someone else and i cant do a FUCKING THING cause they only see me as a FUCKING SISTER TYPE PERSON!"i told him getting angrier and angrier the more i told him

"You like someone?"he asked him taken back that i liked someone cause for years i always told him i never liked anyone

"Yes but this person likes this girl and she's everything i am not"

"What?"he asked confused

"She's skinny , smart , nice just over all a really nice person and as much as i wanted to hate her i just can't cause of how fucking nice she is"i told him finally breaking down into tears

"Hey hey hey you skinny , smart and nice and a really nice person y/n whoever you like must have really bad taste i will beat him up for you if that makes things any better?"

"Really if i am all those things then why doesn't he like me huh? Also you can't beat yourself up dipshit"i told him wiping my tears and standing up and started walking away until karma grabbed my arm

"Wait what you like...........me?"he asked sounding like he was still trying to prosesse all that info

"Yes yes i do but you don't love me"i said trying to release me hand from his tight grip

"But but-"

"Save your breath karmaam i don't want to hear it you like Okuda and don't say you don't also i don't want your pity i see the way you look at her i even hear you FUCKING admit it dipshit just leave me alone got it it's for the better you can have her and i will hopefully get over you but trust me its not gonna be easy see ya dipshit i mean karma"i walked off not looking back not even hearing any foot steps to sign that he following me i guess all these years of friendship down the fucking drain cause if these stupid feelings ughhh why why do bad thing always happen to me

Karma's pov~

'No no i just lost my best friend no this can't be true WAKE UP YOU IDIOT WAKE UP!!! No fuck its true all because of these stupid feeling for Okuda why no she's she'd really gone like poof gone no.......... No dropped down to my knees in tears pulling at my hair knowing i just fucked up my greatest friendship why why did i have to like okuda just why 'WHYYYYYYY!!!'