(bungo stray dogs) dazai x reader (angst) my immortal

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this was requested by the lovely @25layla11 you are amazing i hope you love this~

y/n's pov 

i hate it here i hate it here i HATE IT HERE! no matter where i turn in the port mafia i always see him and by 'him' i mean dazai fucking Osamu 

i understand why he left but it still hurts knowing that there might be a chance of me never seeing him again, the wound he left on my heart wont heal no matter how many years go by in fact it seems to be getting worse and worse as the years go by

ever since we were young i was there for him wiping his tears away, helping him though his worst fears no matter how much they hurt me. i always helped him holding him when he need yet where is he now? gone! his fucking gone! and the worst part about it is he still has all of me yet i have none of him!.

now im scared to sleep because every time i do i see him!  his voice chased away all the sanity i had , i try so hard to tell myself that your gone everyday but it never seems to work

but it hurts your still here walking this bloody earth probably all smiley............while im here crying all alone begging for you to come back to me 




i love you dazai Osamu........please come back to me i beg you i cant do this alone

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