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(attack on titans) levi x reader (fluffy-ish) its ok to cry

female pronouns used sorry

y/ns pov~~

Me and my squad just came back from a long mission people were booing left right and centre  but i managed to hold a stern face the whole time

"Captain l/n have you seen my son he was on your team where is he????"

"*sigh* i'm sorry for your loss" i felt he grab my shirt in his balled up fist and lifted me off the ground yelling at me i hung there limp i didn't want to move i deserved this i promised to keep them all safe but i let them die he continued to yell and scream and me until he threw me to the ground it was so quiet you could he a pin drop there were gasped everywhere i got back up only to be kicked back down by the same guy yelling how i should not have became a captain cause im a girl how im stupid should stick with being a house wife very nasty things you should never say

Once he was done he kicked me one last time and walked off one of my cadets went to help me out but I smacked their hand away and continued to walk away. The news went around like wide fire.

I sat in my office silently crying while doing paperwork see all those things i heard from that man are not new i hear them ever single FUCKING day but still they hurt like hell i never talked to anyone about this manly cause i didn't want people to hear about their captain crying over some words and how the humanities strongest aka levi's girlfriend is crying

Yes thats right im Levi's girlfriend i have been for over 4 years

My office door slammed open and i saw a beyond pissed levi his jaw was clenched his fists were in such a tight hold there might had started to bleed i wiped my tears and continued my work

"What the hell happened out there y/n!"

"I don't know what you mean and please knock before you come in i'm doing work levi"

"No! Some fucking shit face old man slapped you! , kicked you! , held you by the collar of your shirt!, and don't even get me started about what he said to you and you did nothing!?"

"YEAH I DID NOTHING CAUSE I WAS TRYING NOT TO CRY I JUST LOST MOST OF MY TEAM MEANING THE 2 PEOPLE THAT HAVE BEEN IN MY LIFE FOREVER ARE NOW FUCKING GONE YOU HERE ME THEY ARE NEVER COMING BACK!!!!!!"

Levi stood there shocked i had never yelled at him ever no matter how mad i was i sat down trying to continue my work until levi stole the pen from me and yanked my arm and took me into our shared bedroom that was attached to both mine and his office they were just on opposite sides of the room he sat me on our bed and went to our shared closet and picked out my day off clothes and pushed me into the bathroom to get changed so i did

"Good now come here love and tell me about you mission and your day and cry as much as you want i heard from a very special person that crying makes you stronger cause you become one with your emotions and you realised how much you were holding onto and that is the first couple steps to the healing process so come here dear talk to me"

I smiled and laid down snuggled into his side and spent the next couple hours talking and crying with his rubbing my back an wiping my tears but never once interrupted me

He really is the best boyfriend ever i really do love him