Who Are You

Chapter 21

Pinag-aaralan ko rito sa music room ang kantang tutugtugin ko sa program. Naisipan kong i-try ang isang kanta.

I like your eyes, you looked away when you pretended to care
I like the dimples on the corners of the smile that you wear

Gustong-gusto ko talaga kapag ngumi-ngiti s'ya, ayun yung nagustuhan ko talaga sa kan'ya. Kapag nakikita ko ang ngiti n'ya, bumibilis ang tibok ng puso ko.

You wore them more with her, I knew and I was scared
I let myself fall deeper but I was prepared

Pero ang sakit lang na makita na binibigay mo sa iba yung ngiting gustong-gusto ko. Gusto kong akin, gusto kong sabihin na sa akin ka lang dapat ngumiti nang ganun, pero sino naman ako 'di ba? Kapatid lang naman ako ng kaibigan mo.

I liked your shirt, the one I gave you can't forget how you smell
But now on different shoulders hang the jacket I used to wear
I loved you for so long, sometimes it's hard to bear
But after all this time I wish you well from here

Yung blazer mo na lagi mong sinasabit sa balikat ko, nami-miss ko na. Pati yung pabango mo na palihim kong inaamoy, hinahanap-hanap ko. Pero wala e, yung blazer mo nakasabit na sa balikat ng iba, yung pabango mo, naaamoy na ng iba. Pero okay lang, siguro kailangan ko ng bumitaw. Kaya sana maging masaya ka na dahil nakalaya ka na sa engagement na nagkukulong sa iyo na gawin ang gusto mo.

I loved you every minute, every second
Loved you everywhere and any moment
Always and forever was just for a moment
'cause I was not the one, I don't know how

Walang oras, walang araw na hindi kita inisip at minahal. Ikaw yung naging mundo ko. Pero na realize ko, hindi mo dapat gawing mundo ang dapat na tao lang. Kasi masakit yung magiging balik. Alam kong hindi talaga ako para sa iyo, kaya ayos lang. Basta makita kitang masaya, masaya na rin ako.

I loved you 'til the last of snow disappeared
Missed you on the rainy days of the year
Never knew of pain like this but I've got to know
Thought I loved you so
Why did you go?

Mahal kita pero tama na siguro na minahal kita higit pa sa dapat.

I hate the way you let us go like it was all just nothing
I hate the way you hit the notes, but not the words I'm saying
I hate the little things like when I'm unaware
I still remember how we broke so perfectly

Ang sakit kapag naaalala ko yung mga panahong nakikita kita kasama sila. Sobrang sakit, parang binibiyak ang puso ko.

Though sometimes when life brings me down
Time can heal my heart
Through the bad rainy days
I know that I will be okay

Pero kahit ganun alam ko paglipas ng panahon magiging okay rin ako. Makakalimutan ko rin ang nararamdaman ko para sa'yo pero yung mga alaala ko kasama ka, hindi ko kakalimutan 'yon, I will treasure every memory with you.

I loved you every minute, every second
Loved you even if it was for a moment
Always and forever can wait for the time because
You were not the one, I know that now

Kahit pala gaano kita kamahal kung hindi ka para sa akin, hindi ka talaga ibibigay at tanggap ko 'yon. Sabagay, bata pa naman tayo. Makakahanap pa ako, mahahanap ko rin s'ya at mahahanap mo rin ang para sa iyo.

In a world still full of life I see color
In a bit of time 'cause we deserve better
Always and forever when the right one comes because
Part of loving you is letting go
Part of loving you was letting go