don't look back

one||the start

A/N: Okay so the outline of this story was given to me by @sageldeanicloudcom so credit to them!

First off I want to say I literally think redheads/gingers are some of the most beautiful humans on this planet! Although, they always seem to disagree, which makes no sense to me. I am writing from the characters' POV so don't get mad lmao. I literally chose a face claim because I thought she was extremely beautiful.

Secondly, face claims will not come until the very end of the book unless all of you want me to post it sooner, then I will.

I will often be talking about this book on my Instagram. I'll give teasers, post a lot of polls and questions; so if you would like to give me your input (more than just the comments) follow me @/bbgbillie_ on Instagram.

There will be smut in this book but it definitely won't be the main part and there will be minimal amounts; though parts will often lead up to it, I won't always go into detail. I will put smut warnings if it goes further than foreplay.

Question for you. Do you prefer longer chapters with slightly longer wait times in between, or shorter ones with more updates?

I will be taking my time with the book. My last couple of books I was updating usually every day; It became difficult with a full-time job, making TikTok's daily, and dealing with my own life. I now started taking an online college class which will also be taking up my time. I want this book to make sense, be enjoyable, and be well written so I will be taking my time. I haven't come up with an uploading/updating schedule yet, but when I do, I will let you know right away!

Lastly, Thank you for choosing this book to read and I always appreciate comments, feedback, ideas, and votes! I put a lot of work into my books for your enjoyment so I really hope you enjoy this one!

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Sage

August 20th, 2018.

Staring at the reflection in the mirror, vigorously brushing through my long, thick, ginger hair. I sadly inherited red hair from my mom. Both me and my sister, Paisley, did. Paisley got blessed with beautiful freckles covering her face. I, however, did not. I got the ginger hair but not the freckles. She is also 5'6 while I'm a whopping 5'4. I kinda hate my parents for the genes they gave me. I guess it's the curse of being the youngest child. All the beauty was given to my older sister and brother.

Paisley, she's the oldest. She's a full-on hippie, which I love. She's all about crystals, spending time outside, vegan/cruelty-free products, yoga, and whatever the fuck chakras are. I have definitely inherited some hippie vibes from her. For example, I'm all about vegan and cruelty-free products as well as being in touch with your inner self.

Paisley is 22 and moved out. She lives with her boyfriend in a cute studio apartment. It's filled with tapestry's, incense, plants, and crystals. She has her dream job as a yoga instructor while her boyfriend, Hudson, makes a living off of answering a phone at home. I'm not totally sure what he does. I know he works for a computer company and answers customers' calls to direct them to whatever line they are in need of. To be honest, Hudson and Paisley are polar opposites. Paisley often stresses how annoyed she is that he doesn't get off his ass, yet she 'loves him with her whole heart'.

My brother, Felix, he's a bit of a hippie as well. I guess we got the 'hippie gene' from our mom. She always talks about inner peace and how being outside aligns our emotions. She's not wrong. Felix has curly hair, a wicked jawline, and not one freckle on his face. He also got the 'taller' gene, measuring at 5'8. I really don't understand why my siblings are so beautiful. He was lucky, blessed with dark hair, which he has added a few lighter strands to. He wears glasses, two round frames cage his eyes. It suits him really well though.