First Love

24

After Hoseok had gone, Suga checked my temperature up with a thermometer. "You are really okay." He told himself.

"Yeah, I am okay, Suga. Don't worry." I assured him with a smile.
He made me rest my head on your shoulders. "Get some rest." He patted my head.
I happily snuggled closer to him and he wrapped his arms around me, holding me in his safe embrace. I felt safe there, safer than I could ever feel.
Then, a glimpse of the dream displayed in my mind. I tremble slightly and sat closer to him. It was just a dream, I reminded myself, there is nothing to worry about. Suga, is here with me, as cute and caring as always. I close my eyes and rested.

"Y/N, the food is here," Seokjin said.

I opened my eyes and saw everyone sitting on the couch around me. Seokjin handed me the plate. I sat straight before taking it. I smelt the food and instantly the delicious aroma made me hungry.

"This is so delicious," I said with a mouthful of food.

"Thanks, I made it." Seokjin smiled.

"We helped," Namjoon added.

The atmosphere lightened as we started chitchatting. We talked, smiled, laughed and had fun for a long time.

After I finished eating, everyone had slept except for Suga. He was observing me.

"Guys, go sleep in the rooms." I woke them up. Without any protests, they went to sleep. I was about to get up to keep my plate in the sink but Suga it from me and kept it. He returned with medicine and a glass of water in his hand.

"Here, take this." He ordered, pointing to the white pill sitting on his hand.

I made a face, bent forward and sniffed the pill. My nose filled with a bitter smell. "Ew, I am not taking this." I looked at him.

"You have to take it." He offered me the pill.

I moved his hand away and covered my mouth. "It is bitter." I sated.

"Y/N, don't make me thrust the pill in your mouth. Take it." He gave me a stern look.

"No, I won't take it," I said from behind my hand.

"Aish, Y/N, stop behaving like a child. It is just a pill. Gulp it down with water." He sat down next to me."No," I whined like a child.

He sighed and moved closer to me. I froze in surprise. He took it as an advantage and slowly removed my hand from my mouth. I didn't know what was happening. I was lost in his beautiful black eyes, so close to me. He raised his hand and fed the pill to me. My expression changed, from lost to disgust as the bitterness of the pill filled my mouth. I snatched the glass of water for him and gulped down the water in one go. Watching me, Suga started laughing.

"You think this is funny," I asked, mad at him.

"Yes." I hit him. "Ow. Are you afraid of pills?" He continued to laugh.

"No, of course not. I just don't like them. They taste like dirt." I slowly said.

After he finished laughing, he turned to me, serious again. "Y/N, are you okay? Did that bastard hurt you?" He placed his hand on mine.

Images flashed through my mind. When the man was touching me and when he tried to kiss me. I felt disgusted. He touched me with his dirty hands. I wanted to take the gross feeling away, I wanted to take his touch away. I wanted to feel my Suga, he was the only one who could touch me.

I pulled Suga and kissed him. My movements were still weak and it felt energising when I felt our lips brush together. I kissed him gently, wanting to surround myself with only and only him. He didn't push me away once he sensed the desperation in my movements. He slowly kissed me back. I became excited and wrapped my arms around his neck, pulling him as close as possible. Our lips were moving together. I licked his lower lip and was about to deepen the kiss when he pulled away. We both looked at each other. Then slowly tears formed in my eyes. I turned my head away from him, not wanting him to see me in this state.