First Love

6

I gasped at his words.

He was a gangster. He killed people.

Suddenly I was shocked.

Being in the same room with him seemed like a suicide mission.

My heartbeat increased in fear. I couldn't process the information he had just given me. How could I crush on a gangster? I felt taken aback.

Yoongi looked up at me as I had suddenly gone quiet.

My expression amused him. His eyes twinkled with humour and a smile spread across his lips.

He shifted closer to me, our faces a few inches apart. I could feel his warm breath on my face. My heart beat faster, not because I was surprised but because of the closeness of our faces. I sat very still on my spot, unable to move.

"Are you scared?" He trailed his finger on my face.

"N-no." I managed to speak. I couldn't let him know I was shaken.

"Any more questions then?" He smirked.

"You still didn't apologise for kissing me," I whispered with some courage.

"I won't." He retreated his finger from my face.

"Why? You must apologise." The anger again built inside me. I didn't care if he was a gangster or not, he had to apologise for what he did.

"No. I said I owed you an explanation, not an apology." He gave me an annoying look.

"Doesn't matter, apologies," I ordered.

"No. We're done here." He got up from my bed and went out, out of the apartment but not out of my head.

I was determined to make him apologise and my boyfriend. He stole my first kiss and I wanted my first kiss to be from my boyfriend.

Now I'll have to make him my boyfriend, it didn't matter if he was a gangster. He is a good human being cause he thought one life was worth saving from the other gangsters, my life. All I had to do was make him fall for him cause I had already fallen for him.

I slept with Yoongi's face in my mind and I bet he was thinking about me too cause he seemed shocked when I had yelled at him after knowing he was a gangster.

Good, he should think about me. I am about to make his life exciting and full of surprises.

"Are you kidding me?" Lisa asked, shocked.

I had told my friends everything this morning, what had happened yesterday, from the unexpected kiss to my and Yoongi's conversation.

"So much had happened and you didn't tell us." Jennie expressed her disappointment.

"I was about to tell you everything while going back home, but............." I trailed off.

"You should join work again," Jisoo suggested.

"No. I don't want to see that bastard's face again." I said referring to the manager.

"Then we should all quit," Rose suggested.

All of them agreed.

"It's a horrible idea. Why will you all quit because of my stupidity? How will you pay your bills then?" I protested.

"But we do everything together," Jisoo said.

"If he disrespected you, he disrespected all of us." Lisa declared.

"If you quit, we all quit." Jennie agreed.

"We are one group." Rose smiled gently.

"I appreciate your intentions but you don't have to quit just because I did. Don't repeat my mistake. I regret it." I honestly said.

"But........." Lisa pressed on.

It took me hours to convince them not to quit, but they finally agreed.

"So what do we do now?" Rose asked.

"I want Yoongi's address," I answered.

"Why?" Lisa asked, confused.

"I want to confront him. I have to talk to him, make him apologise." I said.

"How are we gonna find out Yoongi's address?" Jisoo worried.

"Wait.....................Taehyung, Jungkook, Jimin and Seokjin slipped us their numbers. We could ask them for. They must know his address, he is their friend after all." Jennie informed.

"My God! Jennie you are a genius." I smiled at her.

"I know." She smugly said.

"But the question is, will they give you his address?" Lisa asked, shattering the happy atmosphere into tension.

After thinking an idea formed in my mind.

"Girls, tell me honestly, did you like the boys?" I asked.

They thought for a moment.

"Um-yeah." Jisoo was the first one to answer.

All the eyes turn to her, making her uncomfortable.

"Give me an honest answer, Jisoo." I pressed on.

"Yeah, I like Seokjin. He was very good to me when you left and we were all crying. He comforted me. He slipped me his number in case I wanted to talk to him whenever I was sad or needed help." She confidently replied.

"That was so generous of him." I smiled.

"I-I also like Taehyung. He talked to me after you left. He calmed me down, and I felt lightheaded after talking to him." Jennie confessed.

"Well, Jimin hugged me after you left and consoled me. He was so sweet to me after you left. He took care of me and made me feel okay. I think I like him." Rose blushed.

"After you left, Jungkook made me laugh and I felt better. He was so kind to me and I like him a lot." Lise grinned.

"This might seem like a stupid question but will it be alright if traded information with them........................................... about you?" I asked.