First Love

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I couldn't think straight. It was hard to do anything when his lips were attacking my skin. Protests were useless; he always got what he wanted. I gasped when he bit my skin. That was it. I pushed him away to find his face occupied with a smug smile. 

"Suga." He whispered as if he had never interrupted our argument by kissing me.

"Yoo-" I tried to see what his reaction would be. He leaned in so I quickly changed my word. "Suga." He smirked in victory. "Happy?" I glared.

"Very." He pecked my nose before sitting beside me with a smile as we never argued. 

While eating dinner I was still shocked by the past events. I couldn't believe Suga kissed me when I told him not to even touch me. I touched my lips, they were slightly swollen. I ducked my head and smiled so he couldn't see me. Why was I smiling? 

"Want me to kiss you again?" Suga poked the inside of his cheek. 

I quickly wiped my smile and glared at him after looking up. "Don't you dare." 

He grinned and went back to eating food.

After washing the dishes I was laid in my bed, still thinking about the kiss. Why did I kiss him back? Why did my feelings not change? Do I still like him? My thoughts were interrupted by the opening of the door. I closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep. Suga usually checked on me before going to sleep. I heard footsteps approach me and the bed dip as Suga climbed in. His arm was about to wrap around my waist when I turned and glared. 

"What are you doing in my bed?" I shifted away from him.

"Sleeping." He yawned. 

"Go sleep on the couch." I suggested.

"No, it's not comfortable. I cannot sleep peacefully." He patted his pillow and closed his eyes.

"Suga, you can't sleep in the same bed as me." 

"Why?" He opened his eyes.

Because I'll start feeling things. "Because I am saying so." 

"I am sleeping here." He was about to close his eyes when I shook his pillow.

"Get out." I nodded at the door. 

"I won't touch you, Firefly." He sincerely said. "Unless you want me to." His voice became seductive.

"Suga, get out." I repeated.

"You know I don't compromise with my sleep. So, let me sleep here. Goodnight." He pulled me close and shut his eyes. 

I smacked my pillow on his face. He groaned and glared at me. "You said you wouldn't touch me." I reminded him. 

He retreated his hand from my waist skulkingly. I rested my hands in front of my face as I was sleeping on my side, facing Suga. He slowly placed his hand over mine. I didn't protest. This small gesture caused me to smile and I could almost imagine him smiling too.

I opened my eyes the next morning and found Suga to be gone like the previous day. I yawned and got up. I cooked the breakfast for the two of us cause I knew he would also show up as the previous day. When I had finished setting up food on the dining table the doorbell rang. I smiled slightly, knowing it was him. I scolded myself. Why was I happy? I put on a normal expression on my face and open the door. Suga grinned and engulfed me in a hug. 

"Good morning, Firefly." Suga pulled away and without waiting for an answer he headed to the table.

I closed the door and sat down to eat. While we were eating Suga's phone rang. He gulped his food and answered the phone.