First Love

18

Suga ran into a random showroom. The employees shot us a disgusting look as we pass by. I smiled apologetically before he dragged me in a changing room and locked us in.

"What-" I was cut off by him as he hand covered my mouth. He put his finger on his lips, motioning for me to be quiet and pointed at the door, referring to the approaching footsteps.

I shut my mouth and he removed his hand. The footsteps stopped.

"Yoongi. I know you are in there. No point in hiding. Come out." The same voice from earlier said. It sounded variable as if the man was walking in front of the rooms.

We both held our breath, trying not to make noise.

"Come out, Yoongi!" The man snapped.

I looked at Suga. He had a calm expression on his face. Gosh, how could he stay calm? Does he always have to deal with such situations?

His expression slowly changed, he became disgusted. I followed his gaze to find his cause of disgust and saw a cockroach.

I looked back at Suga, his mouth was wide open as if he was summoning air to yelp. I panicked. If he yelled the man outside will know we are in here. I had to stop him from yelling. I couldn't decide what to do. My mind had stopped working.

Then suddenly an idea pooped in my mind.

Before Suga could cry I seized his face between my hands and kissed him. I could sense the yell dying down in his throat. His eyes were open as he was surprised. while my eyes were tightly shut. My lips moved hard against his. I relaxed my hands on his face and turned the harsh kiss into a gentle one. I gently brushed his lips over his. Then he responded to me. His eyes closed and our lips started moving in sync.

I couldn't hear anything except his breathing and fell nothing but his lips.

Suga pulled away after we heard the footsteps fading away. I wasn't able to focus and neither could he. It looked like someone had drugged him. I never knew I could affect him. He had to take the support of the wall to stand straight.

The first thing he did after getting back to his sense was to check if the cockroach was gone or not. Fortunately, it had disappeared. I wanted to laugh at his cautiousness but I didn't think that would be good for my health so I kept my mouth shut.

After waiting for a few more minutes in the room we got out.

Suga didn't glance at me and he had a blank expression on his face. He didn't say anything either, the silence continued till we reached this house.

As soon as we entered the house he turned to me. "Why did you kiss me?!"

"I can't believe how stupid you are being, Suga. What else was I supposed to do? Let you shout and get caught by the 'mystery man'? I said in disbelief.

"You didn't have to kiss me." He crossed his arms.

"Oh really. Then how else was I suppose to make you shut up?" I asked in a demanding tone.

"I-I don't know. But you shouldn't have kissed me." He turned his head away from me.

I walked over to him. "Suga," I said, trying to get his attention. When he didn't move I gently placed my index finger under his chin and made him face me. "I am sorry if I hurt you in any way by kissing you. I had no other choice. If you had yelled the man would have found out about us. I'm sorry if I did anything wrong by saving your ass." I politely snapped at him.

He bit his lower lip. "It's okay. You saved our lives."

"So tell me why was that crazy man chasing us?" I let my hand fall.

"Let's sit and talk." He requested.

We both sat down on the couch.

"That man was my enemy and he was after us to.....................kill us." He said.

It had been only a few days with Suga and now men were after my life. His life is so messed up.

I waited for more but he stayed silent.

"A little brief, please," I said slowly.

"Okay................." He was thinking a lot, it was as if he was reluctant to tell me.

"It's okay if you don't want to tell me. I understand it's your personal life. I have no right to interfere." I got up and was about to leave when he gripped my hand making me come to a halt.

"Y/N." He looked in my eyes. "I do want to tell you but I don't know where to star." He made me sat down.

"Don't think too much just start from wherever you think is convenient," I suggested.

He was still holding my hand which made me pleased. He was being so touchy after our 'serious' conversation. I liked the change. I felt close to him.

"A few days ago," He started without warning. "when I saw you for the first time, do you remember I was being chased by some handful of people." I nodded. "They were running after me because I had killed their leader. They weren't able to catch me cause I got away but now they are again me, trying to kill me. The man who was after us in the mall was one of them. He ran after me to kill then we got in the room and when I was about to ruin it, you saved our lives. If we would have been caught by him he would have definitely killed us. He would have shown no mercy, he wouldn't even have cared about how many people would have died in the mall if he shot. He just wants revenge like all the others. They are all searching for me day and night recklessly. They want to see me dead because I took away their leader's life. The one who leads the gang now is even more insane than their previous leader. If I ever get in his hands his will kill me right away. That bastard thinks he'll catch me so easily." He chuckled darkly.

I was horrified after listening to him. Gangsters were after his life, his life is so f***** up. It is like he is a magnet for troubles.

I hugged him tightly before even thinking about what I was doing. He hugged me back. We stayed in that position for moments, with his arms around my waist and mine around his neck.

"Why did you kill their leader? Now your life is in danger." I said once we pulled away.

"I just wanted to. He caused a lot of trouble for me and I hate it when people come between me and my way as if I don't have enough problems of my own." He answered ai if that made perfect sense.

"Suga, you are more reasonable than this." I made a face.

"Okay, I killed him to take revenge. I had to settle an old debt." He stared into the air not making eye contact.

"I am not going to believe that." I frowned.

"So don't." He looked at me. "Just so you know Y/N, it is the truth. I killed him only for revenge. Nothing else matters to me except for revenge. I live for it. It the only weapon in my arsenal. It is fair and sweet." He coldly smiled with an unsettling evil gleam in his eyes. He looked scary at the moment.

I couldn't believe everything he was saying.

When did he become so vengeful?

Fighters, I am really sorry I updated late than usual. I was stuck doing some work. 😕
I had a hard time writing this 'dark' side of Suga. But finally, I did it! I am soooooo proud of myself. 😏
Hope you like this new version of him and if you do please like and comment. Love you all! 😊