Unfixed Heart (Heart Series 1)

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SAM

"Gusto kitang ligawan ulit."

Napanganga ako sa sinabi niya, wtf? It came all of a sudden!

"Nagbibiro ka ba?" napalakas ang boses ko.

He looked at me. "No. I'd like to say sorry to you, I'd like to explain my self but you don't want me to.. But, Sam.. I want to court you again, I'm serious.." he said.

I laughed in disbelief, this fucking man!

"You think I'm still the 'Sam' you know? I'm not 'Sam' anymore, Kairo.. I'm Marga now." I said.

"Even if you're the Sam I know, or the Marga I doesn’t know, liligawan pa din kita.." wika pa niya.

This man's just crazy right?

He left me. He cheated. But why the hell does my heart is still affected while he was saying those words?

Is this the karupukan that all people talk about?

But rather than being marupok, I must become a strong woman! Right!

"Oh you're crazy! Go out!" pagtataboy ko sa kaniya.

"No. Let's have lunch first.." he said and pulled my hand, nagpupumiglas pa ako, pero sa huli ay nagpatianod na din dahil sa lakas niya.

Nang makarating kami sa parking lot ay sa kotse niya kami dumiretso, he's still holding my hand, afraid of letting it go.

He opened the door and let me in. Ni wala man lang akong dala, I left my bag in my office because he just suddenly pulled me. This fucking man.

Tahimik lamang ako sa loob ng sasakyan habang umaandar iyon, nakabusangot din ang mukha ko. I don't even know where we're going.

Finally he stopped the car, in a fucking theme park? This was the theme park we also used to go.

"I thought we're going to have lunch?" gulat kong tanong sa kaniya.

"We can eat lunch here." sabi niya at lumabas na, bubuksan pa sana niya ako ng pinto pero inunahan ko na siya.

"Ano bang iniisip mo? Para tayong tanga dito naka-office attire ako!" reklamo ko sa kaniya.

"It's okay, maganda ka.." sabi niya.

Umirap ako sa kaniya. "Alam ko.."

Kumuha siya ng ticket bago ako hinila ulit, we stopped in front of the carousel.

"You only know carousel, right?" he said then chuckled, looks like he remembered something.

I glared at him, pero tumawa lang ulit siya sa akin. I walked away and he followed me. When I stopped walking and look at him, muntik pa siyang mapatalon sa gulat.

Nakakunot ang noo ko. "Bakit mo ba ako dinala dito? We're not that young na.."

"We can still have fun here, come on!" he said then pulled me again.

Kung ano anong rides ang sinakyan namin na halos pumatay sa akin, he'll just laughed at my every reaction, walang kaawa-awa.

Then finally we decided to eat lunch.

"May meeting pa ako.." pag-iinform ko sa kaniya para ihatid niya ako kaagad.

"I know, tinanong ko kay Lei kanina." he said, and ate his food again.

"After this let's go na, I'm already tired.." sabi ko ulit sa kaniya, nakasimangot pa din.

"Isa na lang, may gusto pa akong gawin.." he said.