Unfixed Heart (Heart Series 1)

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SAM

"Please, give this to LilyRae" nakangiti kong inabot kay Kairo ang chocolate cake na binake ko kanina

"But please don't tell her that it's from me I'm sure hindi niya yan gagalawin." dagdag ko

Hinawakan niya ang kamay ko. "I'm sorry again about her." he said

Muli akong ngumiti at tumango "As I said I understand her, and kindly talk to Kuya Khari to stop his punishment for LilyRae, alam ko naman na hindi sinasadya ni LilyRae ang mga nasabi niya sakin, it's just her emotions and she just want to let it all out."

"Thank you for understanding her, my Sammy." he said.

He kissed my forehead before getting in his car, I waved my hand for my last goodbye. Pumasok na ako sa loob ng bahay at nakitang sumalubong sa akin si Mommy.

"I'm happy for you, you already found the man who can love you enough" she smiled.

I held her hands. "Thank you Mommy.Thank you for accepting him.."

"You're welcome."

Ngumiti ulit ako sa kaniya, at naglakad na patungo sa kwarto ko, napatigil ako ng tawagin muli ako ni Mommy.

"Marga, lagi mong tatandaan hindi sa lahat ng pagkakataon pagmamahal ang maglalayo sayo sa mga sakit na nadidiyan sa loob mo.. It is forgiveness, anak.. Forgive yourself and let out the pains, for you to love freely.." she said before going to their room.

Hindi ko alam pero ang laki ng impact sa akin ng sinabi ni Mommy. Masaya ako dahil tinanggap nila ng buong buo si Kairo. Pero napaisip ako sa sinabi ni Mommy..

Do I deserve forgiveness? Can I really do it? Can I already forgive myself?

Napailing-iling ako. It's a big no.I can't, my Kuya died because of me!I can't forgive my self but I can love Kairo as Sam not Marga..

I can love him with my unfixed heart.

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""I-it's okay bratty.... Can you promise me something.." he said

"What... Is.. That.. Kuya?" nahihirapan kong sabi

"Promise me, that you'll wake up if you fell asleep right now.. Promise that you'll be okay, and always remember that I love you bratty..." he said nakikita ko na din ang mga pag-agos ng luha ni Kuya.

"Kuya.. I promise.. I love you too.. Please don't leave me.. Pleasee.. Kuya.. Stay strong.." pagmamakaawa ko nakikita ko na nahihirapan na si Kuya kaya mas lalo akong napaiyak.

" Please don't cry.. I love you so much, bratty.. Always remember that... Hindi na kaya ni Kuya bratty... Kuya will be gone for now.. If you miss me. Just look at the sky, my bratty.." Kuya said nakita kong unti unti na itong nawalan ng malay

"Kuyaaaa!" hingal na hingal akong napabangon sa kama ko, tumungin ako sa paligid. Madilim pa rin sa labas.

Unti unti muling bumagsak ang mga luha ko.

"K-Kuyaa. I'm gonna be strong." mahina kong sabi.

Ilang minutong patuloy ang pagbagsak ng luha ko. Bumaba ako papunta sa kusina para uminom ng tubig. Nagulat ako ng makitang naroon din si Caleb.

"Did you cried?" he asked me while I'm getting a glass of water

"What do you think?" I sarcastically said.