no matter what decision your heart makes, I will be waiting for you...

chapter 2

I woke up in the middle of the night because I was thirsty, I went to the kitchen and got a glass of water, on the way back to my room I had to pass tom's room and his door was a little crack open so I could look in which I... well obviously did.
He was sleeping there peacefully like a baby in his bed, his little breathes could bea heard lightly and it looks a little cute how he is lying there, one arm around a pillow and the other under his head.
But I didn't look for long, after all I'm not a stalker or anything like that. I lay back in my soft bed under the warm covers and fell asleep again.

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"Queen do you know where Harrison is?" Tom asks, annoyed by the nickname, as he stands in front of my closed bedroom door. I was standing in front of my wardrobe in a towel fresh from the shower to grab some clothes when his voice spoke up.
"No sorry dumbass" I replied with a giggle that followed. Calling Tom mean nicknames without letting him call them back is really funny, you know?
"Shut uppp" He tells me annoyed, but I know exactly that he is smiling behind the door.
"Can I come in?" He asks
"Sure just wait a second, I'll just get dressed"
I quickly put on an oversized jumper from Harrison and a pair of shorts. A bit too short but I'm home, I don't care what I look like right now.
"Alright come in" I call out and my door opens. He takes a few steps towards me and sits down on my bed. I don't know why he's here, but it doesn't bother me. Guess he has to watch me put on make-up.
"Is that make-up?" He asks. Course it is dumbass.
"Yeah why are you asking? have you never seen make-up before?" I ask with a roll of my eyes. Yes maybe a bit bitchy, but well..
"No, no I just..." He was getting a little nervous, it was hard to miss. So I got up and sat next to him on the bed.
"So why exactly are you here?" I asked, studying his hazel eyes.
"I was just bored and I'm honest, I want to annoy someone" he answers truthfully with a strange smirk on his face.
"So you came to me?"I ask, raising an eyebrow.
"Yes"
"All right, but I don't have time right now, so please go out again"
I don't know what, but something about Tom bothered me. It wasn't the fact that he was here, was it? It wasn't the fact that he wanted to annoy anyone either... I don't know, maybe just because he wanted to annoy me. Which is usually okay, but I guess today I'm in a bad mood.
"Are you serious now? I haven't done anything yet and you just lie around in bed all day anyway" i ignored his statement, pretending to write something on my mobile phone. Which I did, well sort of.
"Ughh fine"
He leaves again, slamming the door slightly behind him.
After an hour I heard Harrison come into the flat, but I was still lying in bed, now with an apple in my hand.
"guys I went shopping and brought sushi with me if you want"
harrison calls from the kitchen while he is putting away the food.
Well, an apple isn't that much food. Sushi can't hurt, even if I'm not the biggest fan. My stomach still feels like eating. On the way to the kitchen I already saw Tom with a plate full of sushi, which he was just preparing. When his eyes meet mine, his ones roll back. An annoyed sigh escapes his lips as he sits down at the table. A few minutes of uncomfortable silence pass and it wasn't until Harrison breaks the silence, that I could relax a little while eating
"Guys why are you so quiet?"
I look at him then back at my sushi, Tom does the same
"come on, did I miss something?"
"Nope nothing mate" Tom says. Immediately afterwards he gets up and goes to his room. A little offended by the whole situation...
"Y/N what did you do?" Haz asks, anger in his voice,
"Nothing I promise, ask him what he has I didn't do anything. Probably having his period" I mumble the last part, not looking up from my plate.
"Whatever, Is it okay if I go to jenna later and sleep there till tomorrow?"
" Yh sure " I couldn't care less. By now I was fed up with the situation. The fact that Tom is offended by me. Why do I even care? Otherwise I wouldn't care either.
"Alright thanks don't do shit when I'm gone" he warns me.
"Yeahh" I grumble annoyed and walk back into my room.
I played on my mobile phone again until Harrison left the flat and Tom and I were alone again. What now, what now, what now?...
I just try not to leave my room and not to talk with him but shit I'm hungry again...

I'll just go to the kitchen and get some food that will last until tomorrow... yeah that's what I'll do

So I went into the kitchen and got myself enough food, I could hardly see anything because the food was piled up to my face

When I went back to my room Tom's door opened, he came out and ran against me so that everything fell down

He walked past me as if nothing had happened

"One can also apologise" I said angry

"You can also watch where you are going" he said arrogantly

"Ughh asshole" You pick up your food and go to your room.You close the door behind you and lay down on your bed

You start to eat chips and watch your favorite movie

You want something to drink because the chips are dry and salty and you reach for the bottle

"Shittt" you forgot the water

I can't face tom again, and besides, I don't want to face him again, I hate him but ughh I'm thirsty

You get up and make your way to the kitchen, tom sits torso free on the sofa and you take a glass to drink

You take a bottle and pour something into your glass

You put the bottle down behind you and lean your back against the kitchen counter

You take a sip as tom comes up to you and reaches behind you for a glass, your bodies are very close and the only thing you can see is his muscular chest and his neck

You swallow but choke and start coughing

Tom takes a step back when he has the glass and pours himself a little, too

"Are you alright?" He asks and smirks

"Yh yh I-I'm fine" You say stuttering

"Yeah, well you got a little bit of drool on the corner of your mouth" He points with his finger to the place where the drool is

"That's just.... water" you say embarrassed

"Sure" he walks back on the couch with his glas in the right hand and his phone in the left hand

"You know there are things called tshirts" I said annoyed and angry

"Yes but I was hot so I took it off" he said while looking at his phone

You take another water bottle and go back to your room

You close the door behind you and lie down on the bed. You press your head into your pillow and groan

"Ughh"

How is it that I always embarrass myself? And did I really have drool on the corner of my mouth? And how come I never noticed how hot he was i mean those abs and his arms and that chest....
Damn it, I'm getting off topic and also I hate him!

The rest of the day I stayed in my room now that I had everything what I need and watched films until I fell asleep